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i really dislike it
but the funny thing is..............I alwasy seem to fancy the arrogant guys, probably because i mistake arrogance for confidence.
And I do believe it! What would you say reformed you? Prison?
some of them were pure evil bastards! the evil ones were obviously uncaring. but your average villain, had his troubles and strife in life in equal measure to the rest of the human race. if you bring in people like the crays, who i confess to know, no more about than you, then these kind of men, despite the hero worship myth bullshit that goes with their names, would in my book be classed as the evil bastards who actualy get pleasure from seeing another man cower. your average armed bank robber was a chancer who would have no ammo in the gun ...or two shots to fire in the cieling to scare you shitless ...but would not have had it in him to actualy shoot someone. today ...the world as a whole is colder and less caring, in my eyes anyway, so are the crooks. today, raping a pensioner, then setting fire to them etc is something that happens that couldn't have happened years ago. every villain in town would be out to kill a man who behaved like that, or they would turn you in to the old bill. gun or no gun, your petty crook and your proffesional villain has become more frightening. the world has become more frightening.
what reformed me? again a hard question to answer.
it was probably heroin addiction! experiencing how low a man can go was an eye opener. i have ALWAYS ...been a very outgoing person. confident. handle anything that's thrown at me.
i have always cared about other people. i have always been concerned about hunger in the world and such. i have always been there for others. heroin took all that away from me. it basicaly took my real personality away. addiction is the great destroyer of souls. that self destruction is probably what actualy changed every aspect of my life. but ...ask me another day i might answer differently.