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As Suzy says, if you think things are getting really bad and you don't feel safe at all it would be much better to go to hospital voluntarily. I know hospital isn't the nicest place in the world, but it will give you the opportunity to get more support, and talk to someone about how you are feeling.
If you really don't feel you could go to hospital, then I think you should try and speak to someone from the psych team soon anyway. You don't have to tell them everything, just the things you feel comfortable telling them, and hopefully they'll be able to put in place some extra support for you while things are difficult.
those people, those people have made me more fucked up now than what i was 3 and a half years ago. so, support? HA don't make me laugh!
besides, if i go to hospital again that will mean even longer to get my driving licence back, and i have waited long enough.
God help me.
It can be hard when there's so much expectations on certain meetings... do you mind me asking what it was that caused you to cry in the meeting? Whatever it was, I'm sure the MH team are very used to dealing with different emotions - perhaps next time if you feel like crying you could ask them for 5 minutes 'out' so you don't have to finish the meeting early? Try not to let it set you back too much though - there will be many ups and downs along the road of your treatment and having a down day doesn't have to be a disaster.
Take care
so i'll just say, I am feeling really suicidal and that part of my mind that used to think, no don't do it because.... well, it's dissolving,
I edited out the more graphic mentions of self harm methods as this can be really difficult for others reading.
We wouldn't want you to feel you can't tell us the truth though. If we need to edit anything else we'll let you know.
How are you doing this evening?
*hug*
not so good jo7, have been in contact with that Papyrus charity because I really think I may overdose this week. it doesn't feel scary or make me feel emotional like previously, more, at peace with it. just concerned about getting sectioned/ and my family.. I feel so far away from everyone at the moment, it is weird.
It sounds like you're having quite frightening and confusing experiences with the voices, and being sleep-deprived must add to the difficulties too *hug* Is there anyone or anything you could turn to when this starts to happen - as a distraction or support? I realise that this isn't always practical in the middle of the night, but if you could build up a few coping mechanism to turn to when it's happening perhaps you'd feel more in control?
I am afraid I may start to become quite aggressive again, maybe I should go back into hospital again just so I can beat the shit out of the doctors and nurses, I already want to scream and shout and throw stuff at the team. I've lost control before, how the hell can I stop it from happening again?