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yet another self harm thread
BillieTheBot
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last night i got really depressed because i keep getting flash backs of when i was raped last year, ive not felt that bad for a long long time. i feel really guilty about it and have to tell my b/f about it cos i dnt want him to just see it by mistake, not that im gonna flash it about or anything stupid.
i dnt know what to do. i just felt so relived when i did it it was like all hte pent up feelings i had inside were flowing away with the blood. i feel so guilty now tho. i dnt know what to do.
i dnt know what to do. i just felt so relived when i did it it was like all hte pent up feelings i had inside were flowing away with the blood. i feel so guilty now tho. i dnt know what to do.
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i keep hurting my self now since i fist worte this thread i have cut my self every night its really startign to scare me. even before i never cut up this much. i only used to do it when i was in hyterics(sp) but now im doing it because im depressed. and when i see the blood i get even more down and do it some more because my head is telling me that i deserve it and that im a ugly stupid pointless waste of space. i dnt know what to do. i dnt know if im strong enough to quit again.
http://www.thesite.org/info/health/other_mental_health/self_harm.html
They specialise in counselling young women who self-harm.
You could also talk to someone at Samaritans:
08457 909090 or email jo@samaritans.org
Don't beat yourself up coz you're doing it more. I self-harm and have been for 15 months. Sometimes i go through bad patches i once cut myself over 300 types in 4 days yet other times i won't for 2 weeks, and i do it coz im depressed. Sounds odd but i tend to find the more i think about cutting the more it stops me doing it.I think of how much it hurts the scarring the bleeding the lack of sleep coz of the pain how it hurts my friends knowing im doing it etc (although sometimes i just ignore it all) keep trying and talk it out with someone if you want. pm me if you wanna talk , i know exactly what it feels like.
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