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ilovemyself
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hey guys
So I have this girl in my class and she’s being rude and seeing I smell like fish
There is this other girl I have been friends, but S1 and and drama group that I’m annoying
I was kinda hoping that my cancer would kill me so I don’t have to face those girls again but I think it’s to late for that I was just cured.
I really hate this but I really want to end my life
I just can’t do this any more with these girls
My dad doesn’t care, my mum is using the excuse that she is just had surgery
My sister is also a bully
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Heya @ilovemyself it really sounds like you are going through so much right now, and have endured so much even before this. The Community are all here for you, and we're reaching out by DM to check in around the feelings you might be having about ending your life. You deserve to be heard and to feel seen through these struggles
thank u so much
Sorry I didn’t reply sooner I was in English or maths when u messaged in
Hey @ilovemyself how are you doing this evening after what sounds like a difficult day for you to navigate?
hi am I alright
on my reminders a just got a notification that today’s in my cats one year anniversary of when she passed 😢
@ilovemyself That must have been such a difficult reminder to have received today, losing a pet is not an easy experience and can bring immense pain. How have you been feeling today after having that reminder earlier?
I have been feeling okay about it
sending you hugs 🫂
thank u
my mum just said to me that I am weird and that I have no friends
@ilovemyself That sounds upsetting that she said that to you. How did that make you feel when that happened I wonder?
like I don’t know why she adopted me
@ilovemyself This sounds like such a tricky situation, I'm hearing that you feel hurt and betrayed by your Mum calling you weird and saying you have no friends, which is completely valid. It seems this has you questioning why she adopted you, which must be so crushing for you. I'm wondering what your relationship is like normally?
yeah she never believes me
@ilovemyself It must be so frustrating when you're not always believed by your Mum, that sounds upsetting. I'm curious, what sorts of things does she not normally believe you about? And how often do you feel like she doesn't believe you?
if I injured myself running like my knee went or my ankle
she always blames me if food went missing not my little sister who eats everything
She refuses to see that she is really fat (my little sister)
she also verbally abuses me
my parents keep saying I am weird
I have pulled my mcl muscle in my knee
she didn’t believe me
Hi @ilovemyself, sorry to hear that you've injured yourself and that your mum is being unkind to you. To be accused when you have done no wrong and not be believed when you are injured is invalidating and I understand how that can be upsetting. What's the reason that your parents keep calling you weird, is there any context to this? We're here to support you.
they just don’t care
@ilovemyself That's so unfair that you feel like you're being treated this way, you are brave for sharing this with us. No one deserves to not be believed or feel like they are not cared for. I'm going to check in with you via DM about this. How are you feeling today I wonder?
Okey
I quit playing the piano and now they expect me to pay them back £30 and I don’t know were am going to get the money from
@ilovemyself Good to hear that you're feeling okay at the moment. You mentioned you have to pay them back £30, is that because you quit playing the piano I wonder? It's so unfair that they're expecting that from you eventhough you're not sure where you can get the money from.