eylah wrote: » i’m sry to hear you’re having thoughts of self harm @toffuna101 . is there anything which you could do to distract yourself? draw paint a picture or maybe read a book? i know you say you’re not in crisis but wanted to say that shout are here for you too. 85258. you matter and i’m here if you want to talk .
Sian321 wrote: » Hey @toffuna101 thank you for opening up about this. That sounds really hard, and I wonder how those self-harm urges are making you feel emotionally when they come up? In the past, has there ever been anything or anyone that has helped you feel even a little bit safer when having these thoughts? We're here for you as a space to talk, and already you've taken such a positive step in posting about this. The following spaces are here for you if you are struggling to keep safe:https://peerchat.link/Childlinehttps://peerchat.link/FAQ Apps -https://peerchat.link/blueicehttps://peerchat.link/calmharm
AnonymousToe wrote: » Hope everything is ok
toffuna101 wrote: » AnonymousToe wrote: » Hope everything is ok i dont know if im ok but im in A&E now. i got woken up at 4am too by the ambulance...
eylah wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » AnonymousToe wrote: » Hope everything is ok i dont know if im ok but im in A&E now. i got woken up at 4am too by the ambulance... i hope they’re treating you well.
Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , thank you for sharing this. It sounds like it might have been a really difficult night. How are you feeling being in A&E right now, and can we ask whether you have received any medical attention yet? You're doing so well to reach out here, and your Community is here for you.
toffuna101 wrote: » eylah wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » AnonymousToe wrote: » Hope everything is ok i dont know if im ok but im in A&E now. i got woken up at 4am too by the ambulance... i hope they’re treating you well. theyre treating me ok, im pretty sure im going to be discharged by camhs though Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , thank you for sharing this. It sounds like it might have been a really difficult night. How are you feeling being in A&E right now, and can we ask whether you have received any medical attention yet? You're doing so well to reach out here, and your Community is here for you. idk how i feel, i havent received medical attention yet with my mental health
Nemuritai wrote: » @toffuna101 that sounds really difficult, and it's okay if you're not sure how to feel. Just know that we're all here to support you through this. Please stay safe
eylah wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » eylah wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » AnonymousToe wrote: » Hope everything is ok i dont know if im ok but im in A&E now. i got woken up at 4am too by the ambulance... i hope they’re treating you well. theyre treating me ok, im pretty sure im going to be discharged by camhs though Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , thank you for sharing this. It sounds like it might have been a really difficult night. How are you feeling being in A&E right now, and can we ask whether you have received any medical attention yet? You're doing so well to reach out here, and your Community is here for you. idk how i feel, i havent received medical attention yet with my mental health when they see you i hope they give you the proper support bc you deserve to feel supported.
Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , ahh I notice you've put a skull emoji there, and it sounds like being discharged feels extremely frustrating. What would you ideally like to happen next with CAMHS? I wonder how aware they are of what you want to happen? You deserve to be listened to and to have your feelings taken on board. Has anyone else been able to come to A&E with you, or perhaps you're there on your own right now? We're all here for you.
toffuna101 wrote: » Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , ahh I notice you've put a skull emoji there, and it sounds like being discharged feels extremely frustrating. What would you ideally like to happen next with CAMHS? I wonder how aware they are of what you want to happen? You deserve to be listened to and to have your feelings taken on board. Has anyone else been able to come to A&E with you, or perhaps you're there on your own right now? We're all here for you. i want their frequency of appointments to increase but im pretty sure they dont know that yet. but theyre gonna discharge me from hospital because im not mentally ill enough to be admitted into a psychiatric hospital. im on my own. TW - suicide (cant spoiler it for some reason on my phone) unless if i try to kill myself they wont take me seriously
mai wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , ahh I notice you've put a skull emoji there, and it sounds like being discharged feels extremely frustrating. What would you ideally like to happen next with CAMHS? I wonder how aware they are of what you want to happen? You deserve to be listened to and to have your feelings taken on board. Has anyone else been able to come to A&E with you, or perhaps you're there on your own right now? We're all here for you. i want their frequency of appointments to increase but im pretty sure they dont know that yet. but theyre gonna discharge me from hospital because im not mentally ill enough to be admitted into a psychiatric hospital. im on my own. TW - suicide (cant spoiler it for some reason on my phone) unless if i try to kill myself they wont take me seriously it’s rlly unfair that they dont take u seriously until you do a lot of harm to urself. my services rlly are so fked up. i understand tho as im in a similar situation to u with not being taken seriously. tw !!!!! my friend had over 10 attempts in one single week and they didn’t even as much as give her any community help, just made sure she was medically fit then discharged each time. it’s rlly unfair.
toffuna101 wrote: » mai wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , ahh I notice you've put a skull emoji there, and it sounds like being discharged feels extremely frustrating. What would you ideally like to happen next with CAMHS? I wonder how aware they are of what you want to happen? You deserve to be listened to and to have your feelings taken on board. Has anyone else been able to come to A&E with you, or perhaps you're there on your own right now? We're all here for you. i want their frequency of appointments to increase but im pretty sure they dont know that yet. but theyre gonna discharge me from hospital because im not mentally ill enough to be admitted into a psychiatric hospital. im on my own. TW - suicide (cant spoiler it for some reason on my phone) unless if i try to kill myself they wont take me seriously it’s rlly unfair that they dont take u seriously until you do a lot of harm to urself. my services rlly are so fked up. i understand tho as im in a similar situation to u with not being taken seriously. tw !!!!! my friend had over 10 attempts in one single week and they didn’t even as much as give her any community help, just made sure she was medically fit then discharged each time. it’s rlly unfair. no, thats what i think theyll do. they wont want to word that way just to be nice, but thats what i always know what theyre thinking. i remember doing an attempt and they still discharged me.
mai wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » mai wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 , ahh I notice you've put a skull emoji there, and it sounds like being discharged feels extremely frustrating. What would you ideally like to happen next with CAMHS? I wonder how aware they are of what you want to happen? You deserve to be listened to and to have your feelings taken on board. Has anyone else been able to come to A&E with you, or perhaps you're there on your own right now? We're all here for you. i want their frequency of appointments to increase but im pretty sure they dont know that yet. but theyre gonna discharge me from hospital because im not mentally ill enough to be admitted into a psychiatric hospital. im on my own. TW - suicide (cant spoiler it for some reason on my phone) unless if i try to kill myself they wont take me seriously it’s rlly unfair that they dont take u seriously until you do a lot of harm to urself. my services rlly are so fked up. i understand tho as im in a similar situation to u with not being taken seriously. tw !!!!! my friend had over 10 attempts in one single week and they didn’t even as much as give her any community help, just made sure she was medically fit then discharged each time. it’s rlly unfair. no, thats what i think theyll do. they wont want to word that way just to be nice, but thats what i always know what theyre thinking. i remember doing an attempt and they still discharged me. oh. sry i misunderstood.
Sian321 wrote: » Ah that sounds really hard having to wait until 6pm @toffuna101 . How have the staff been so far? What have you been up to whilst waiting? We're all here for you in your pocket!
eylah wrote: » how are you now @toffuna101 ?
Sian321 wrote: » @toffuna101 have there been any updates on when you'll be able to be assessed? I hope its not long now till your Dad can be with you!
eylah wrote: » how are you doing @toffuna101 ? just thought I’d check in with you. im here if you want to talk
toffuna101 wrote: » eylah wrote: » how are you doing @toffuna101 ? just thought I’d check in with you. im here if you want to talk im tired. we can talk. you know ive been watching a lot of winnie the pooh films lately @eylah
eylah wrote: » toffuna101 wrote: » eylah wrote: » how are you doing @toffuna101 ? just thought I’d check in with you. im here if you want to talk im tired. we can talk. you know ive been watching a lot of winnie the pooh films lately @eylah ooh have you? that’s cool! have they given you food and drink? are you in a bed? also are you seeing camhs today? sry for all the questions i just want to make sure you’re comfy and safe and being looked after!
