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Vent about a lot (TW for suicidal thoughts)

RiptidesCircus06RiptidesCircus06 Posts: 9 Confirmed not a robot
in Health & Wellbeing
Here I am, I’ve been admitted again. I don’t feel like I have anything left, im so far away from home, and I just can’t cope I don’t really know what to do anymore! on 2-1 obs and like I feel like my depression is a zoo game for everyone !! I just hate myself more than ever I’ve lost my money im in debt and so much more shit I just want to curl up and die
- Riptide

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  • so_very_tiredso_very_tired Posts: 369 Listening Ear
    edited October 24
    Here is a link to a thread I found of some phone numbers that I think will be helpful during this tough time.
    https://community.themix.org.uk/discussion/3597021/if-you-need-urgent-support
    Also, please don't take your life as you literally just go here a day or two ago and it would be a shame to loose you so soon.
  • Sian321Sian321 Community Manager Posts: 2,795 Boards Guru
    @RiptidesCircus06 , firstly, thank you so much for making this post. It sounds like the last few days might have been extremely difficult, and I hear you saying that you're feeling a lot of strong self-hatred right now which sounds so painful and overwhelming. We're here with you to listen, and you're doing well to talk about this.

    It sounds like its been an incredibly tough time lately, with things perhaps feeling outside of your control in terms of your money, and being so far away from home is that right?

    What have things been like since being admitted so far? How are you feeling about the staff?
  • Sian321Sian321 Community Manager Posts: 2,795 Boards Guru
    You mentioned too that you just want to curl up and die, and we hear the seriousness of what you're going through. Can I ask, how are you keeping yourself safe right now? And how are you finding the 2-1 at the moment?
  • RiptidesCircus06RiptidesCircus06 Posts: 9 Confirmed not a robot
    @Sian321 im under a section 2 and I’ve been transferred to a ward, im very overwhelmed with everything. I’m currently just typing this in transport back from dyalisis to the phych ward. I’m trying my best to keep safe but it’s hard when I feel so alone.
    - Riptide
  • RiptidesCircus06RiptidesCircus06 Posts: 9 Confirmed not a robot
    so_very_tired wrote: »
    Here is a link to a thread I found of some phone numbers that I think will be helpful during this tough time.
    https://community.themix.org.uk/discussion/3597021/if-you-need-urgent-support
    Also, please don't take your life as you literally just go here a day or two ago and it would be a shame to loose you so soon.
    Thanks. I’m safe it’s just hard and I feel lonely. ❤️
    - Riptide
  • so_very_tiredso_very_tired Posts: 369 Listening Ear
    RiptidesCircus06 wrote: »
    so_very_tired wrote: »
    Here is a link to a thread I found of some phone numbers that I think will be helpful during this tough time.
    https://community.themix.org.uk/discussion/3597021/if-you-need-urgent-support
    Also, please don't take your life as you literally just go here a day or two ago and it would be a shame to loose you so soon.
    Thanks. I’m safe it’s just hard and I feel lonely. ❤️

    Good to hear. I hope you get better and less lonely soon.
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