Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 15.09.25

independent_ · September 17

I haven’t had a good week. It’s a case of what i might call brain fog.. but at the same time, my brain is running at 100MPH .. all the fucking time. Imagine you’ve got a song on loop in your head, and 50 different thoughts buzzing around there too? Sometimes i can calm it down.. but this week is not one of those weeks. I have done almost nothing since I hoovered on Monday afternoon. I feel so lazy. But my mind is both on overdrive, but also not working.. does that make any fucking sense? Probably not.

Edited to add that I am acutely aware of the things i need to do to help me, that is cut down on phone use and get a bit more exercise. But it’s so hard when my brain feels like I’m walking through mud but it feels like I’m trying to walk through mud in boots that are not made for mud.. at 100MPH

Cutelivejazz · September 17

Im really sorry for being a burden bit I'm really struggling i feel like i cant breathe. I'd really appreciate if anyone has time to talk

Redemption · September 18

Cutelivejazz wrote: »

Im really sorry for being a burden bit I'm really struggling i feel like i cant breathe. I'd really appreciate if anyone has time to talk

Im so sorry I couldn't talk yesterday but Im here now if you need

Cutelivejazz · September 18

@Redemption thank you so much. Im exhausted like it's not just oh im tired like im mentally exhausted like the exhaustion that drags you down I literally came home from school layed down in bed and fell asleep i just woke up its half six and I have so much homework to do. During the summer my IT teacher was supposed to give us hwk during the summer but they didnt and I though oh well it must be bc its a BTEC turns out they just forgot to update the system so we got a piece of work yesterday something that mind you was supposed to be done in 10 hours but its due tmr and somehow it's our fault im gonna fucking kill myself. I haven't even started it I have to do like 4 summaries and these things called cornell notes tbh I might not even bother ill get a 0 but i have other work that takes priority

Cutelivejazz · September 18

@Redemption I should be working right now but my brainnis not letting me and I feel guilty bc I shouldnt of slept i had time and now i have less time and im spiralling and my brain is just shutting down and im overstimulated and overwhelmed and I just want to go back to sleep

Redemption · September 18

@Cutelivejazz I’m so sorry that sounds awful and you’re not to blame. Breathe for a minute, send your teacher a short message asking for an extension, and do one tiny task (one sentence) to start. If you feel like you might hurt yourself, call 999 or Samaritans on 116 123 (UK) / text SHOUT to 85258 you’re not alone. Support chat is on soon too

Cutelivejazz · September 18

@Redemption my teacher won't listen hes just going to say you should of done it before when before it literally wasn't on the school website we kept trying to tell him but he wouldn't listen and im fine its doesn't matter no one cares about me getting burnt out no one even notices im just invisible to everyone and I dont think I can join chat bc homework and no im not going to hurt myself even though ive been thinking about lot abt it lately bc ill just get yelled at and thats the last thing I need

Cutelivejazz · September 18

Im struggling

Redemption · September 18

Cutelivejazz wrote: »

@Redemption my teacher won't listen hes just going to say you should of done it before when before it literally wasn't on the school website we kept trying to tell him but he wouldn't listen and im fine its doesn't matter no one cares about me getting burnt out no one even notices im just invisible to everyone and I dont think I can join chat bc homework and no im not going to hurt myself even though ive been thinking about lot abt it lately bc ill just get yelled at and thats the last thing I need

Teachers can be so fustrating and unhelpful, Im so sorry he was like that but we all care about you. You might have school tomorrow during the chat but there's a general chat on Saturday.

toffuna101 · September 19

anyone open to chat?

eylah · September 19

toffuna101 wrote: »

anyone open to chat?

hey toffuna. i can talk.

toffuna101 · September 19

eylah wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

anyone open to chat?

hey toffuna. i can talk.

ok cool. how's life?

eylah · September 19

toffuna101 wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

anyone open to chat?

hey toffuna. i can talk.

ok cool. how's life?

not the best. wbu? how’s life for you?

toffuna101 · September 19

eylah wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

anyone open to chat?

hey toffuna. i can talk.

ok cool. how's life?

not the best. wbu? how’s life for you?

sending hugs (if comfortable). its alright but mid, it could be better.

Redemption · September 19

eylah wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

anyone open to chat?

hey toffuna. i can talk.

ok cool. how's life?

not the best. wbu? how’s life for you?

Im sorry to hear you aren't the best ❤️, im here if you need to talk

DonnerKebab · September 19

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

Redemption · September 20

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

DonnerKebab · September 20

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

toffuna101 · September 20

goodnight everyone. and yes im going to bed late.

Redemption · September 20

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

eylah · September 20

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

just heads up there’s an email on there that ppl can use etc so maybe editing the post for your protection.

and a location too. of course it’s up to you but just to be on the safe side.

eylah · September 20

toffuna101 wrote: »

goodnight everyone. and yes im going to bed late.

i hope you managed to sleep well.

Redemption · September 20

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

just heads up there’s an email on there that ppl can use etc so maybe editing the post for your protection. and a location too. of course it’s up to you but just to be on the safe side.

Shit! I put the unblurred version on, thanks for telling me

eylah · September 20

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

just heads up there’s an email on there that ppl can use etc so maybe editing the post for your protection. and a location too. of course it’s up to you but just to be on the safe side.

Shit! I put the unblurred version on, thanks for telling me

if you report your post to @TheMix theyll edit it for you

( i think lol)

Redemption · September 20

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

just heads up there’s an email on there that ppl can use etc so maybe editing the post for your protection. and a location too. of course it’s up to you but just to be on the safe side.

Shit! I put the unblurred version on, thanks for telling me

if you report your post to @TheMix theyll edit it for you ( i think lol)

Nah don't report meeeeee, joking, its been removed now, phew lol. I hope you're ok today, chat is on at 3 too so I'll see you on there if you're free and wanna go on.

Sian321 · September 20

No worries at all! Thanks so much for catching that @Redemption and @eylah !

eylah · September 20

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

just heads up there’s an email on there that ppl can use etc so maybe editing the post for your protection. and a location too. of course it’s up to you but just to be on the safe side.

Shit! I put the unblurred version on, thanks for telling me

if you report your post to @TheMix theyll edit it for you ( i think lol)

Nah don't report meeeeee, joking, its been removed now, phew lol. I hope you're ok today, chat is on at 3 too so I'll see you on there if you're free and wanna go on.

didn’t know there was a gc in today can you remind me pls? also is there a link as the gc page for me isn’t working for me atm ( idk why!)

Redemption · September 20

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

just heads up there’s an email on there that ppl can use etc so maybe editing the post for your protection. and a location too. of course it’s up to you but just to be on the safe side.

Shit! I put the unblurred version on, thanks for telling me

if you report your post to @TheMix theyll edit it for you ( i think lol)

Nah don't report meeeeee, joking, its been removed now, phew lol. I hope you're ok today, chat is on at 3 too so I'll see you on there if you're free and wanna go on.

didn’t know there was a gc in today can you remind me pls? also is there a link as the gc page for me isn’t working for me atm ( idk why!)

@eylah link is here, I will definitely try to remember to remind you, Ill try to remember to tag you here, here's the link

https://client-mhi.chatwee.com/popout/66eb761d589dca7a414ec351

Redemption · September 20

Sian321 wrote: »

No worries at all! Thanks so much for catching that @Redemption !

@Sian321 I basically had an blurred version of it blurred out all identity but accidentally posted the unblurred, sorry about that again.

eylah · September 20

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption hey bro, you mentioned it was the wrong thread in the other one. Just wanted to let you know I'm here if you want to chat a bit about stuff.

@DonnerKebab really appreciate it bro, I saw you replied to my thread about the courses, I know you said do the 3 month course but I decided to go with the 6 weeks course in the end, I didn't ignore your advice though and took it into consideration but spoke to the 6 week one and they said it should get me into work quicker, I just was was told Id get my travel expenses paid but my key worker is working slow with that.

@Redemption as i said bro, do what's right for you. If they've told you that's the one that will get you into work faster, and your more comfortable with it, then go for it. Both of them sound awesome, both of them will help you to advance, and ultimately, you know more about them than what i do. Good luck with the 6 week course bro. It's still taking steps forward, will help you get closer to your goals, and that's something to be proud of.

So how are you feeling about it? You mentioned it starts very soon.

Thank you bro @DonnerKebab . This is what the course is about, I hope you're ok this morning.

just heads up there’s an email on there that ppl can use etc so maybe editing the post for your protection. and a location too. of course it’s up to you but just to be on the safe side.

Shit! I put the unblurred version on, thanks for telling me

if you report your post to @TheMix theyll edit it for you ( i think lol)

Nah don't report meeeeee, joking, its been removed now, phew lol. I hope you're ok today, chat is on at 3 too so I'll see you on there if you're free and wanna go on.

didn’t know there was a gc in today can you remind me pls? also is there a link as the gc page for me isn’t working for me atm ( idk why!)

@eylah link is here, I will definitely try to remember to remind you, Ill try to remember to tag you here, here's the link

https://client-mhi.chatwee.com/popout/66eb761d589dca7a414ec351

thankyou so much

Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 15.09.25

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