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  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    Katie wrote: »
    We appreciate you keeping us updated @toffuna101. How did you find your chat with childline?

    I'm also wondering how you are you feeling about them passing it onto your CAMHS team? I hear you are wanting some practical support so I'm wondering if this is the outcome you was wanting if you feel comfy sharing?

    i dont know honestly, i just feel numb to it all.

    @toffuna101 emotional numbness is preferable to pain, but isn't a long term fix. It might help you to hang on until you see your psychiatrist in a month though. We're here for you friend.

    my dad is going to try and book an emergency appointment with the psychiatrist by emailing him tomorrow.

    @toffuna101 that's a good idea. The sooner your saw to, the better, and psychiatrists are ten times better than therapists because they actually have medical degrees and a greater understanding, than what is required of therapists. They can also do medication if needed.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    @River this is gonna sound so stupid but are you the grey or green?
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,525 The Mix Elder
    @DonnerKebab green
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    @River green, right, just googled (i rarely use my phone as silly as that sounds or send texts). River, i am here for you, you know. It's never to late for things to get better, your never to far gone. Your 18 or 19, you can still find your footing in life and things can always change. You might not see that hope, but it does exist.
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,024 Boards Guru
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    Katie wrote: »
    We appreciate you keeping us updated @toffuna101. How did you find your chat with childline?

    I'm also wondering how you are you feeling about them passing it onto your CAMHS team? I hear you are wanting some practical support so I'm wondering if this is the outcome you was wanting if you feel comfy sharing?

    i dont know honestly, i just feel numb to it all.

    @toffuna101 emotional numbness is preferable to pain, but isn't a long term fix. It might help you to hang on until you see your psychiatrist in a month though. We're here for you friend.

    my dad is going to try and book an emergency appointment with the psychiatrist by emailing him tomorrow.

    @toffuna101 that's a good idea. The sooner your saw to, the better, and psychiatrists are ten times better than therapists because they actually have medical degrees and a greater understanding, than what is required of therapists. They can also do medication if needed.

    yeah i updated my thread so feel free to read that if you dont get triggered by suicide attempts.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,525 The Mix Elder
    I just give up completely
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    River wrote: »
    TW suicide talk!
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    I know it seems like things can't get better, especially if they never have before, and you've had no chance at experiencing happiness and it feels to far gone to ever be fixed, but let me make you a promise River, it's never too late. I mentioned before, after getting emotionally arrested at 11 in terms of socialising, i thought, yeah i'm fucked, missed every milestone and never had a single friend. To far gone to be fixed, with the mother of all shitshows every day of my life, a lot of which i've vented about before, but it isn't too late, and i'm not to far gone. I managed to find friends this last month and half and realised i'm not entirely hopeless in that arena. It's just hard to see at the worst of it. 18-19 was the worst of it all for me, and there was a case of SH for me, experimental in nature (i thought of it as a science experiment) so bad was my emotional numbness and dissociation. It's hell. And nothing anybody could possibly say could ever change how i felt in that moment, not that i had anyone, and i'm fully aware of the chance things getting better in future being no consolation now. How i survived was because i couldn't die, due to my carer role, and i had to try and find the fun in the small things and moments in life. Like for me, 4 hours a year at wingfest was it. An evening of fun and that's it. For you river that could be hoop, that could be all sorts. But it makes clinging on that little bit easier in a life of agony. I'm sorry i can't give any better advice, but i'm here for you friend to talk to.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,525 The Mix Elder
    But I want to die :/
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    River wrote: »
    But I want to die :/

    @River and i'm so sorry that you do, because it's the worst thing ever to feel. Alive but not living is how i would describe it. Please be kind to yourself right now, and I'm gonna have to ask that promise your safe becomes a pinky promise. I know this will sound silly, but do you enjoy hoop?
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,525 The Mix Elder
    @DonnerKebab yeah hoop the only thing to make me happy
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,525 The Mix Elder
    TW// mentions of meds

    Don’t think the worst!
    Just taken my meds and my temperature has shot through the roof and I don’t know why 🥲
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    River wrote: »
    @DonnerKebab yeah hoop the only thing to make me happy

    @River ah ah, let's not forget your doggo barney. And you are amazingly skilled at it based on what you've shown here. I know this is no consolation, but hold on to that love for dear life. Let it be your lifeline, like an anchor. That's what wingfest was and is to me.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,525 The Mix Elder
    Barney is in my bad books
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    River wrote: »
    TW// mentions of meds

    Don’t think the worst!
    Just taken my meds and my temperature has shot through the roof and I don’t know why 🥲

    @River get a wet cloth or tea towel of something, run it under a cold tap, put it on your head, and it might help to cool you down a bit. That or/and a fan.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    River wrote: »
    Barney is in my bad books

    @River he's been a bad doggo?
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,525 The Mix Elder
    @DonnerKebab yeah he went potty inside 🤧 I’m not a happy dog mom rn 😂
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    River wrote: »
    @DonnerKebab yeah he went potty inside 🤧 I’m not a happy dog mom rn 😂

    @River tell him you'll chop him up, and put him in a giant spring roll if he does it again. That usually works..... at getting giant spring rolls 😂
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,367 Legendary Poster
    my heart hurts.. never mind abt me though :p
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    eylah wrote: »
    my heart hurts.. never mind abt me though :p

    @eylah I'm here for you my favourite twat and slightly better twat of the twat duo. You have every right to vent here and i'm here to listen and offer what help and support i can.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,367 Legendary Poster
    it doesn’t matter lol other ppl need you <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    eylah wrote: »
    it doesn’t matter lol other ppl need you <3

    @eylah Like you. You 100% matter. If the Mix kick me in the morning, i want my last night here to be helping my favourite twat <3
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,367 Legendary Poster
    no :( if you get banned my world is fucked @DonnerKebab <3 i rly can’t lose you lol. ( im crying rn ) bc i don’t want you to go :(.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    eylah wrote: »
    no :( if you get banned my world is fucked @DonnerKebab <3 i rly can’t lose you lol. ( im crying rn ) bc i don’t want you to go :(.

    @eylah Screw it, I'm gonna delete my posts criticising the mix, or at the very least tone them down a bit, and they won't. My anger at them, is outdone by the friends i made here, like you eylah. Can't leave you alone now can i my favourite twat?
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,367 Legendary Poster
    eylah wrote: »
    no :( if you get banned my world is fucked @DonnerKebab <3 i rly can’t lose you lol. ( im crying rn ) bc i don’t want you to go :(.

    @eylah Screw it, I'm gonna delete my posts criticising the mix, or at the very least tone them down a bit, and they won't. My anger at them, is outdone by the friends i made here, like you eylah. Can't leave you alone now can i my favourite twat?

    if you get banned im leaving the mix! you’re literally the bestest friend ive made on here and you have given me so much support idk what id do without you tbh. it would kill me if they kicked you off. you was angry and did nothing wrong. so im just praying they understand and don’t ban you. :heartbreak:<3:(
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    edited June 26
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    no :( if you get banned my world is fucked @DonnerKebab <3 i rly can’t lose you lol. ( im crying rn ) bc i don’t want you to go :(.

    @eylah Screw it, I'm gonna delete my posts criticising the mix, or at the very least tone them down a bit, and they won't. My anger at them, is outdone by the friends i made here, like you eylah. Can't leave you alone now can i my favourite twat?

    if you get banned im leaving the mix! you’re literally the bestest friend ive made on here and you have given me so much support idk what id do without you tbh. it would kill me if they kicked you off. you was angry and did nothing wrong. so im just praying they understand and don’t ban you. :heartbreak:<3:(

    @eylah sadly, i turns out the hour to edit them has passed. They will most likely just edit the posts themselves, or delete them and give me a warning hopefully, like they did with shannon.
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,024 Boards Guru
    wait @DonnerKebab you got kicked out of chat?
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,367 Legendary Poster
    edited June 26
    deleted. wasn’t necessary
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,367 Legendary Poster
    edited June 26
    deleted wasn’t necessary.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,440 Wise Owl
    @eylah let's wait until tomorrow, as they might not ban me.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,367 Legendary Poster
    ok! i won’t do it.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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