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  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if we talk abt drinking and stuff can we be careful what we share? only bc it’s a triggering thing for me. sry to be a pain. <3

    @toffuna101 is it still red on childline? what is papryus saying? ( if anything )

    @eylah sorry eylah, i won't mention it again. Sorry for not being inconsiderate and insensitive about that, i should have thought more. My bad. Your not being a pain at all, I am by mentioning it inconsiderately and you have every right to ask me not to, my favourite twat <3


    no no im sry for bringing it up . <3 my favourite twat! <3


    @toffuna101 im glad you have childline to talk to tonight <3

    @eylah Sorry my favourite twat, but i was the one who brought it up and made you uncomfortable, not you. Never be sorry for saying your triggers and your boundaries. You deserve a trigger free space. <3

    thankyou so much <3 im still sry!! <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    if they recommend them calling an ambulance i know it’s scary but pls let them bc you’re deserving of support <3

    ok i will
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    if you tell them you’ve harmed yourself they will bc it’s their confidentiality policy. like the mix do <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,385 Wise Owl
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if we talk abt drinking and stuff can we be careful what we share? only bc it’s a triggering thing for me. sry to be a pain. <3

    @toffuna101 is it still red on childline? what is papryus saying? ( if anything )

    @eylah sorry eylah, i won't mention it again. Sorry for not being inconsiderate and insensitive about that, i should have thought more. My bad. Your not being a pain at all, I am by mentioning it inconsiderately and you have every right to ask me not to, my favourite twat <3


    no no im sry for bringing it up . <3 my favourite twat! <3


    @toffuna101 im glad you have childline to talk to tonight <3

    @eylah Sorry my favourite twat, but i was the one who brought it up and made you uncomfortable, not you. Never be sorry for saying your triggers and your boundaries. You deserve a trigger free space. <3

    thankyou so much <3 im still sry!! <3

    @eylah i am willing to argue with you for 100 years over this. I am sorry, you should not be for expressing your basic boundaries and triggers, and asking politely that we speak carefully about them. it is your right to not have to face those demons here, and I am the one who's sorry. Hush now, your not winning this one. <3
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    if you tell them you’ve harmed yourself they will bc it’s their confidentiality policy. like the mix do <3

    yeah. this childline counsellor didnt say that they were going to send me an ambulance yet. im still in the middle of a conversation with them so lets see how it goes.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,385 Wise Owl
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    tw - another suicide attempt
    i tried to end my life again, which means that ive now had three serious suicide attempts. ARC Rapid Response are worried about me so theyre going to pass on my concerns to camhs. im not sure whether i should be medically cleared again. i dont feel any pain or any changes to my body other than a bruise. im also not sure if its worth going to A&E just to be medically cleared because i guarantee you that the camhs crisis team will just discharge me instantly like last time. im just calling out for help at this point.

    @toffuna101 tell them this. You do still need to go to A&E to get checked out, and you need to get help. Childline will provide emotional support, but you still need to be checked physically.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,450 Community Veteran
    @toffuna101 have you let them know what you have done?
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if we talk abt drinking and stuff can we be careful what we share? only bc it’s a triggering thing for me. sry to be a pain. <3

    @toffuna101 is it still red on childline? what is papryus saying? ( if anything )

    @eylah sorry eylah, i won't mention it again. Sorry for not being inconsiderate and insensitive about that, i should have thought more. My bad. Your not being a pain at all, I am by mentioning it inconsiderately and you have every right to ask me not to, my favourite twat <3


    no no im sry for bringing it up . <3 my favourite twat! <3


    @toffuna101 im glad you have childline to talk to tonight <3

    @eylah Sorry my favourite twat, but i was the one who brought it up and made you uncomfortable, not you. Never be sorry for saying your triggers and your boundaries. You deserve a trigger free space. <3

    thankyou so much <3 im still sry!! <3

    @eylah i am willing to argue with you for 100 years over this. I am sorry, you should not be for expressing your basic boundaries and triggers, and asking politely that we speak carefully about them. it is your right to not have to face those demons here, and I am the one who's sorry. Hush now, your not winning this one. <3

    i know but im still sry <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,385 Wise Owl
    River wrote: »
    @toffuna101 have you let them know what you have done?

    @toffuna101 this is the priority. As i said, a lot of damage can be done internally, and not be seen on the surface and i mentioned my cousin as an example. You still are in mental health crisis from that attempt and you still need to get to A&E even if you feel fine now physically, to get checked over and to be somewhere safe. Tell them you can't ring out right now, and need to get to A&E and they will contact help for you.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if you tell them you’ve harmed yourself they will bc it’s their confidentiality policy. like the mix do <3

    yeah. this childline counsellor didnt say that they were going to send me an ambulance yet. im still in the middle of a conversation with them so lets see how it goes.

    you need to tell them you’ve harmed yourself and that you are in crisis. <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    tw - another suicide attempt
    i tried to end my life again, which means that ive now had three serious suicide attempts. ARC Rapid Response are worried about me so theyre going to pass on my concerns to camhs. im not sure whether i should be medically cleared again. i dont feel any pain or any changes to my body other than a bruise. im also not sure if its worth going to A&E just to be medically cleared because i guarantee you that the camhs crisis team will just discharge me instantly like last time. im just calling out for help at this point.

    @toffuna101 tell them this. You do still need to go to A&E to get checked out, and you need to get help. Childline will provide emotional support, but you still need to be checked physically.

    yeah true.
    River wrote: »
    @toffuna101 have you let them know what you have done?

    yes i have.
    River wrote: »
    @toffuna101 have you let them know what you have done?

    @toffuna101 this is the priority. As i said, a lot of damage can be done internally, and not be seen on the surface and i mentioned my cousin as an example. You still are in mental health crisis from that attempt and you still need to get to A&E even if you feel fine now physically, to get checked over and to be somewhere safe. Tell them you can't ring out right now, and need to get to A&E and they will contact help for you.

    yeah im doing my best to explain everything
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if you tell them you’ve harmed yourself they will bc it’s their confidentiality policy. like the mix do <3

    yeah. this childline counsellor didnt say that they were going to send me an ambulance yet. im still in the middle of a conversation with them so lets see how it goes.

    you need to tell them you’ve harmed yourself and that you are in crisis. <3

    i have
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    if they don’t call an ambulance you need to wake your dad up and tell him to call 999.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,385 Wise Owl
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if we talk abt drinking and stuff can we be careful what we share? only bc it’s a triggering thing for me. sry to be a pain. <3

    @toffuna101 is it still red on childline? what is papryus saying? ( if anything )

    @eylah sorry eylah, i won't mention it again. Sorry for not being inconsiderate and insensitive about that, i should have thought more. My bad. Your not being a pain at all, I am by mentioning it inconsiderately and you have every right to ask me not to, my favourite twat <3


    no no im sry for bringing it up . <3 my favourite twat! <3


    @toffuna101 im glad you have childline to talk to tonight <3

    @eylah Sorry my favourite twat, but i was the one who brought it up and made you uncomfortable, not you. Never be sorry for saying your triggers and your boundaries. You deserve a trigger free space. <3

    thankyou so much <3 im still sry!! <3

    @eylah i am willing to argue with you for 100 years over this. I am sorry, you should not be for expressing your basic boundaries and triggers, and asking politely that we speak carefully about them. it is your right to not have to face those demons here, and I am the one who's sorry. Hush now, your not winning this one. <3

    i know but im still sry <3

    @eylah nope, i am even more sorry. You shouldn't be sorry for anything my favourite twat, you've done nothing wrong <3
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    if they don’t call an ambulance you need to wake your dad up and tell him to call 999.

    ok i will. hopefully they will call an ambulance because this is serious.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,385 Wise Owl
    @toffuna101 sorry if we're bombarding you or overwhelming you, i know how stressed you are right now and how difficult things are for you, but if you ask them to call you help because you can't call out yourself, then they will send help.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if they don’t call an ambulance you need to wake your dad up and tell him to call 999.

    ok i will. hopefully they will call an ambulance because this is serious.

    it is serious and im sry they haven’t called an ambulance on you. im surprised they haven’t. :(
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,450 Community Veteran
    Considering they call an ambulance over just thoughts it’s barmy they aren’t calling one now in a time of actual need!
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if we talk abt drinking and stuff can we be careful what we share? only bc it’s a triggering thing for me. sry to be a pain. <3

    @toffuna101 is it still red on childline? what is papryus saying? ( if anything )

    @eylah sorry eylah, i won't mention it again. Sorry for not being inconsiderate and insensitive about that, i should have thought more. My bad. Your not being a pain at all, I am by mentioning it inconsiderately and you have every right to ask me not to, my favourite twat <3


    no no im sry for bringing it up . <3 my favourite twat! <3


    @toffuna101 im glad you have childline to talk to tonight <3

    @eylah Sorry my favourite twat, but i was the one who brought it up and made you uncomfortable, not you. Never be sorry for saying your triggers and your boundaries. You deserve a trigger free space. <3

    thankyou so much <3 im still sry!! <3

    @eylah i am willing to argue with you for 100 years over this. I am sorry, you should not be for expressing your basic boundaries and triggers, and asking politely that we speak carefully about them. it is your right to not have to face those demons here, and I am the one who's sorry. Hush now, your not winning this one. <3

    i know but im still sry <3

    @eylah nope, i am even more sorry. You shouldn't be sorry for anything my favourite twat, you've done nothing wrong <3

    i’ll always feel bad :p<3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,385 Wise Owl
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if we talk abt drinking and stuff can we be careful what we share? only bc it’s a triggering thing for me. sry to be a pain. <3

    @toffuna101 is it still red on childline? what is papryus saying? ( if anything )

    @eylah sorry eylah, i won't mention it again. Sorry for not being inconsiderate and insensitive about that, i should have thought more. My bad. Your not being a pain at all, I am by mentioning it inconsiderately and you have every right to ask me not to, my favourite twat <3


    no no im sry for bringing it up . <3 my favourite twat! <3


    @toffuna101 im glad you have childline to talk to tonight <3

    @eylah Sorry my favourite twat, but i was the one who brought it up and made you uncomfortable, not you. Never be sorry for saying your triggers and your boundaries. You deserve a trigger free space. <3

    thankyou so much <3 im still sry!! <3

    @eylah i am willing to argue with you for 100 years over this. I am sorry, you should not be for expressing your basic boundaries and triggers, and asking politely that we speak carefully about them. it is your right to not have to face those demons here, and I am the one who's sorry. Hush now, your not winning this one. <3

    i know but im still sry <3

    @eylah nope, i am even more sorry. You shouldn't be sorry for anything my favourite twat, you've done nothing wrong <3

    i’ll always feel bad :p<3

    @eylah not as bad as me my favourite twat <3
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if they don’t call an ambulance you need to wake your dad up and tell him to call 999.

    ok i will. hopefully they will call an ambulance because this is serious.

    it is serious and im sry they haven’t called an ambulance on you. im surprised they haven’t. :(

    yeah they need to because i cant cope at this point.
    River wrote: »
    Considering they call an ambulance over just thoughts it’s barmy they aren’t calling one now in a time of actual need!

    exactly. i remember when i had another attempt and they didnt send out an ambulance and just told me to go to A&E.
    and look what they said
    empcwgedsnvh.png
    this is making my blood boil.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    that’s mad mental. im so sry.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if we talk abt drinking and stuff can we be careful what we share? only bc it’s a triggering thing for me. sry to be a pain. <3

    @toffuna101 is it still red on childline? what is papryus saying? ( if anything )

    @eylah sorry eylah, i won't mention it again. Sorry for not being inconsiderate and insensitive about that, i should have thought more. My bad. Your not being a pain at all, I am by mentioning it inconsiderately and you have every right to ask me not to, my favourite twat <3


    no no im sry for bringing it up . <3 my favourite twat! <3


    @toffuna101 im glad you have childline to talk to tonight <3

    @eylah Sorry my favourite twat, but i was the one who brought it up and made you uncomfortable, not you. Never be sorry for saying your triggers and your boundaries. You deserve a trigger free space. <3

    thankyou so much <3 im still sry!! <3

    @eylah i am willing to argue with you for 100 years over this. I am sorry, you should not be for expressing your basic boundaries and triggers, and asking politely that we speak carefully about them. it is your right to not have to face those demons here, and I am the one who's sorry. Hush now, your not winning this one. <3

    i know but im still sry <3

    @eylah nope, i am even more sorry. You shouldn't be sorry for anything my favourite twat, you've done nothing wrong <3

    i’ll always feel bad :p<3

    @eylah not as bad as me my favourite twat <3

    my favourite twat <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    you need to wake your dad up and tell him to call an ambulance.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,450 Community Veteran
    edited 1:05AM
    Maybe you shouldnt say this but honestly I’d reply with saying I’d be dead by the morning 🥲 I mean may get the ambulance tho @toffuna101
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,385 Wise Owl
    edited 1:06AM
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    if they don’t call an ambulance you need to wake your dad up and tell him to call 999.

    ok i will. hopefully they will call an ambulance because this is serious.

    it is serious and im sry they haven’t called an ambulance on you. im surprised they haven’t. :(

    yeah they need to because i cant cope at this point.
    River wrote: »
    Considering they call an ambulance over just thoughts it’s barmy they aren’t calling one now in a time of actual need!

    exactly. i remember when i had another attempt and they didnt send out an ambulance and just told me to go to A&E.
    and look what they said
    empcwgedsnvh.png
    this is making my blood boil.

    @toffuna101 tell them these exact words, and i quote "I have just attempted less than an hour ago to end my life, i have a big bruise and possibly internal injuries i'm unsure about, my mental state is not good, and i cannot ring out right now. I am speaking to you on my computer. I need you to ring me some help right now, because i need urgent help to get checked over and to get to someplace safe mentally for me so i don't relapse. This is an emergency." - this pretty much summarises what you've told us.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    what the above have said ^ do them. bc this is at serious point now and you need to get an ambulance out. and when you’re feeling better report that childline worker bc that’s disgusting.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    you need to wake your dad up and tell him to call an ambulance.

    alright after this chat with childline ends ill wake my dad up and ill tell him to call an ambulance.
    River wrote: »
    Maybe you shouldnt say this but honestly I’d reply with saying I’d be dead by the morning 🥲 I mean may get the ambulance tho @toffuna101

    even then i dont think theyre going to call an ambulance for me with the way its going. i told them that im in a mh crisis and that i cant cope anymore. im trying to not snap at them because i know these childline counsellors are volunteers and not practioners. they only get a limited amount of training.
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 2,982 Boards Guru
    finally theyre breaking confidentiality...
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,234 Legendary Poster
    but surely they should call an ambulance? you’ve harmed yourself and in active crisis and they’re letting you carry on with your night? that’s fucked up im sry for swearing but wtf? they’re supposed to safeguard young ppl.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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