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Maybe leaving (again...)

Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
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I know I've said this several times :sweat_smile: This is the last one, don't worry.

I've tried giving the boards another go and I don't know what I think. I feel unwanted, apprehensive and unneeded on here. It's not anyone's fault, it's just general feelings I'm struggling with that are interfering with my time on the boards.

If I do leave, it's only gonna be partly. I'll always still be reachable through PM, and I might drop some hugs around. But I likely wouldn't be commenting or really interacting anymore.

I'm just posting so you know what's going on if I disappear at any point. If the problems would go away I'd like to stay here, but I just can't stop feeling useless. Again, it's general feelings, not because of anyone <3

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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Um... I decided to just get my account deleted... :P Okay, I guess it's proper goodbye from me now. Sorry.

    I love you all <3
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,788 Master Poster
    I love you too (in a friend way.) You will always be missed and remembered in a good way.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
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    *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Posts: 5,462 Part of The Furniture
    Hey, :heart:

    You'll always be welcome back here when and if you feel ready, we will be here. We care about you and you will be missed but you got to do what is best for you :heart:

    Take care of yourself :heart:
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    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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    AzzimanAzziman Moderator, Community Champion Posts: 1,851 Extreme Poster
    Hey :)

    Sorry to hear you go! Wish you the best for the future!x

    Much love <3
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Kathleen07 said:
    Um... I decided to just get my account deleted... :P
    Actually, no I'm not *rolls eyes*

    I'm really so sorry. I keep bringing this up in the heat of the moment. I always think I've thought things through, but thing is, my feelings are contradicting. I want to leave because I think everyone wants me gone, but I don't want to leave for a few reasons.

    But this is the last time. As is evident by the amount of times I've talked of leaving, my feelings aren't gonna change. I'm definitely just leaving this time and I won't be giving more false alarms.

    I'll just do the leaving partly thing that I talked about in my first post. My account will still be here and my inbox always open - if anyone needs me or just wants a chat :) - I just probably won't interact on the boards and will be a lot less active.
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    independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 8,615 Legendary Poster
    We love you, Kathleen! I admire how supportive to everyone you are on here :) You’re always welcome
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
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    AbigailAbigail Posts: 818 Part of The Mix Family
    Hey Kathleen, 

    Dont worry about needing to take space away from the boards we all have days were we need some space. We are always here for you when ever you need to rant, scream, or even just want a hug. I'm not active on my account much but that's cos I'm busy so it's okay to take time for you and if you need support in really hope you consider reaching out here on the boards. 

    Speak soon
    Abi
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,495 Skive's The Limit
    Do what's best for you <3 we will always be here either way 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Thank you all so much <3
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I was going to post this in the hugs thread or activity profile but remembered this thread exists. I just want to bump it to say I'm leaving now. But please don't feel like you can't message me, if you do I'll come back on to reply to you. I'm in a really bad place at the moment and I just want to isolate myself (hopefully that doesn't sound self-pitying lol).

    Thank you for giving me a place to be listened to and stay strong x
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    AifeAife Community Manager Posts: 3,031 Boards Guru
    We're really going to miss you @Kathleen07 <3

    I'm sorry to hear you're not in a good place at the moment. Keep fighting and holding onto that little bit of hope that things can and will get better because they really can. You're an amazing person and have so much strength which I really admire. Look after yourself and I really hope to see you back here soon <3
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
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    coc0maccoc0mac Posts: 1,054 Wise Owl
    We will miss you a lot @Kathleen07 :heart:
    Take the time you need to feel better and just know that we will always be here for you. You are so important and I wish you the very very best - you deserve to be so happy :heart: Take good care x
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    Jade09Jade09 Moderator Posts: 660 Incredible Poster
    Hey @Kathleen07

    We will definitely miss you! But you are always welcome to come back if and when you need to. :3

    I just wanted to leave you with a quote- "YOU MATTER"  <3

    From what we know of you, you are a really strong and incredible person, keep fighting  <3

    Jade 
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,495 Skive's The Limit
    Will miss you Kathleen <3. Always here if you want support. Really hope things improve for you soon <3 x
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Thank you <3 (I had to pop back on just now to check something on my account). Everyone's kind messages make me smile a bit, hope you're all okay x
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