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Emotional Regulation (Please Read before replying)
I have just been told that I HAV EMOTIONAL Regulations and may go to the psychiatrist to further study it despite me being 15. I have had so many of you be so nice to me and reject me. I don't know but I have been really delusional. I have this thought that one day I'll be famous and do music, film etc. to reach that. If not, I've always seemed suicide as an alternative method nothing else. It wasn't for the money and lifestyle as I thought, it was actually being loved. My mum admitted that she was neglectful in my childhood and I was very lonely and had chronic nightmares; me being alone, scared. As i grew up I stayed like a child; clingy to some can't to others. When people I know leave to their own devices, i feel like the world is crumbling. But my mood swings are making people leave. If I were famous, people would love me, try to understand me. Even some people would do anything for me. I'm not trying to be selfish. I give everything to anyone that i care about. I remeber my younger cousin being teased and i wanted to attack the boy teasing him. Anyway, I would like to ask what to do. I have delusions and false beliefs nd attitudes that could get me killed considering my area in london. I get angry and do stupid things.