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I haven't felt this way before

One-in-a-millionOne-in-a-million NoobPosts: 586 Incredible Poster
It sounds weird but when I speak to this guy I can't help but smile and feel giddy. I'm normally terrible at having a conversation but we always have something to talk about all the time. I also have issues when using the phone almost like anxiety. He said it's fine and that it will come in time. We really want to see each other but both agreed that it's a little to soon yet (met him on a dating site 😳)

Even in my last relationship I didn't quite feel right. I was attracted to him but I was never actually relaxed with him. I didn't have these feelings and he was very clingy for example (true example) I texted him saying I was ill with a migraine so was going turn my phone off and try sleep it off. I awoke 2 hours later to 20 missed calls and 15 messages. I rang him and he was upset and said he thought he'd done something wrong. This happened again when I was in an exam. Anyway this isn't about him.

I can't help but want to pick my phone up when he hs text. We can have a joke and I actually feel comfortable with the jokes and things he say. I also feel comfortable making jokes which I never did before. I wouldn't say I had a cheeky side but I feel as if I can be a bit cheeky with him and he is with me.

I don't really know why I wrote this thread 😂😂 just im a very good mood

Comments

  • MikeMike Community Manager Posts: 4,099 Community Veteran
    Awww Million, this is so lovely! Nothing much compares to having someone you really gel with and can relax around. I don't have much to say other than good for you. :yippe:
    Taking a break 🌈
  • SiobhanSiobhan Posts: 14,450 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Thats lovely:)
    “ i think that deep down you still think life is worth living. It’s no where near over for you. You’re in pain. The thing you lost, Is the same thing that can stop that pain”
  • AifeAife LondonCommunity Manager Posts: 2,647 Boards Champion
    Hey @One-in-a-million this is so sweet, really happy for you! :yippe:
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
  • LostsenseLostsense Posts: 1,329 Wise Owl
    Ahhhh OIAM this is so refreshing and I am so pleased for you lovely xx
  • One-in-a-millionOne-in-a-million Noob Posts: 586 Incredible Poster
    Thanks guys it's very early days yet but it's just nice to speak to someone Xx
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