Do I love one of my bestfriends or I am just jealous his girlfriend isnt me?
I lost my virginity to one of my bestfriends and ever since then I have had a certain affection towards him and I don't know whether that is just lust or I have feelings for him. He has a girlfriend and we don't like each other and I hate the thought of them together. He shuts all of his friends out when he is with her and just because we have slept together in the past she doesn't let him talk to me when they are together which is basically all the time! We went on holiday a few weeks back and they had split up during that period and we slept together a few time then but now he is back with her, he is completely ignoring me. I don't know what to do because I don't even know if its just a lustful thing between us or that I do have some feelings for him. I want them to split up but I want him to be happy because we are such good friends! Someone please help me I don't know what to do!!!!