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Whats the point?
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This isn't for attention, it's not even for support, it's just to say... I've had enough of being this way?
Whats the point in writing, how I feel and think? when all it does, is make others hearts sink?
What is the point in speaking my mind, when even I know, that the voice is unkind?
What is the point in dreaming that im going to get better? when it only makes my cheeks get wetter?
What is the point in trying to carry on? When I know that what im feeling is so wrong?
Whats the point? I bite my tongue, whats the point in living, if life isn't fun?
Whats the point in writing this? its the kind of post you wish youd missed?
Whats the point in trying? when even I know this smile is lying?
What is the point in this you ask? the smile the pain?
Whats the point in living for tomorrow, its exactly the same.
Whats the point in writing, how I feel and think? when all it does, is make others hearts sink?
What is the point in speaking my mind, when even I know, that the voice is unkind?
What is the point in dreaming that im going to get better? when it only makes my cheeks get wetter?
What is the point in trying to carry on? When I know that what im feeling is so wrong?
Whats the point? I bite my tongue, whats the point in living, if life isn't fun?
Whats the point in writing this? its the kind of post you wish youd missed?
Whats the point in trying? when even I know this smile is lying?
What is the point in this you ask? the smile the pain?
Whats the point in living for tomorrow, its exactly the same.
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I could be dying of hunger or thirst
I could be homeless or live in poverty
I could be imprisoned no chance to be free
I could be living within a war zone
I could be completely alone
I could be ill, living with disease
I could be in slavery, a master to please
But worst of all
I am.
Im dying of hunger for some happiness
Im homeless, no place to shelter my thoughts
Im imprisoned, I can't explain what going on
Im in a war zone, fighting with my mind and heart
Im alone, no ones there to protect me from my thoughts
Im ill, living with depression
Im a slave, to the voices in my head.
Keep going,
Best wishes,
Angel
Loves, Flow *hug*
As Angel says you do have a lovely way with words. Writing down how you feel like this can be relaxing and therapeutic- do you find you feel better afterwards?
LauraO
Am I able to even live without this without feel like crap?
Everyone is something,
It's hard to disagree,
There is a body,
It's there to see
Everyone is a body,
With a thing trapped inside,
So a body and a thing,
So we are something,
And somebody,
So what's makes someone?
Sounds like your really struggling at the minute. I don't think anything I say is going to be different to what others have said, sending you hugs.
Remember we all care about you.
Just wondering how you are feeling today?
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Not great. I've got a sore stomach, I was enjoying myself because I was to, but now I've came home I feel crap again.. it's the being able to actually have time to think, like my evening is planned, I'm watching the moaning of life... n then some films... but it's still thinking about everything...
Yeah thinking is sometimes the worst thing to do, but its not something we can avoid.
We are always thinking.
Hope your evening went okay in the end hun.
Keep us posted on how your doing.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
so what is the point?
Could you not try writing a letter to your mum again? I really think that will help you to get the support you deserve.
It's great that you're posting on here, keep us posted *hug*