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No fight left
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I don't know what to do anymore. I have no fight left in me. I just want to die.
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Do you want to tell us a bit more about whats been going on?
Also sending you hugs
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I can relate to the whole being "stuck in a rut" stage. I often find myself feeling that way. Something that helps me is having things to look forward to, for me it's plans with friends, knowing I will be volunteering on the weekend. With regards to the suicidal thoughts, and self harm. Do you have any support in place?
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sometimes the best things that we need could take us a while to realise. It doesn't mean anything is wrong with us. It just means that we are finding what does help us individually. Everybody is unique and individual. What works for one person, may not work for the next person.
I don't want you to think you are alone in all this. We all care about you!
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
The Samaritans are really supportive if you need somebody just to listen. I have texted them quite a lot and they usually stop me from doing something stupid just by listening to me, and responding to me. You can text,email or phone then. Whatever your comfortable doing.
Papyrus are another good one.
And you are always welcome to post on the boards.
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Thank you x
It will get easier. Even if it doesnt feel like that at the minute.
I totally relate to what you have posted on here.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sent from my GT-I8190 using Tapatalk
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sent from my GT-I8190 using Tapatalk
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sorry to hear things are so difficult at the moment, how about telling us a bit more about what's going on for you, then maybe we can offer you more support, and be more specific? Did you manage to contact Samaritans in the end, as BananaMonkey suggested? I'm guessing Papyrus tell you, you should contact CMHT because they will actually be able to offer you support which they can actually act upon with you, and support you more, than a phone conversation. However Samaritans are really good, it might just be having that someone there to just listen to you, or reach out to. You've done an amazing job by posting on here. Well done!
You clearly have fight left in you, as you're posting on here, and reaching out to people, which is amazing, what have you done in the past to over come feelings of distress? For example, Distractions? Mindfulness? And everyone deserves help, including you. Don't let anyone make you think otherwise. What support do you have in place at the moment BrokenGirl?
Keep going BrokenGirl, we're here for you! *hug*
Best wishes,
Angel
Yeah i've contacted samaritans I guess it's better than nothing but i'm just feeling frustrated as i'm not moving forward. If anything I feel like i'm still stuck in a crisis and feeling worse and more unsafe by the day if that's even possible.
Yeah they are the main things i've tried to do to help myself. I have no support anymore. I just want to die I just wish it was that easy.
Thanks for being there for me xx
It isn't going to be better for anybody.
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sent from my GT-I8190 using Tapatalk
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sent from my GT-I8190 using Tapatalk
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sent from my GT-I8190 using Tapatalk
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sent from my GT-I8190 using Tapatalk
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Hey BrokenGirl,
I'm really sorry to hear you had such a tough night. It's positive that you've contacted Sams recently, but understandable that it hasn't helped you move forward broadly speaking and you say you still feel in crisis.
Have you spoken to a GP or any other health professional in recent weeks?