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And Just Like That
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it feels like whatever was keeping me together has disappeared and it feels like 9 months worth of grief and the actual reality of everything I've lost this year has finally sunk in and I'm just one hysterical mess. :crying:
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It was probably going to happen one day.
Any chance of a hug from your mum, or anyone else? Failing that, I've found a walk, somewhere quiet where you can happy cry to the empty space helped me.
Wanted to give you a big hug. *hug* *hug*
What have you done? Share share share.
Check you out.
(Do you want to do some of my job? :flirt: )
Well, I'm impressed. And remember how much harder it is for you than the average person right now, that makes it even huger.
Congratulations :yippe:
I can't talk in much detail; however, today I was involved in quite a big investigation and had to prevent two grown men from physically assaulting each other...my feedback was:
"You were absolutely fantastic, amazingly calming and I really want to thank you for all your hard work"....I am actually buzzing, I've rediscovered why I love my job all over again and although this situation wasn't pleasant...it is part of my job and I could cry just from being so god damn happy!
Again, he isn't here to celebrate which is disappointing but I am also really thankful he was/is(!?) my Dad because he always encouraged this career for me and he couldn't have been any more right...! Thrilled!!!
Congrats, that's a real skill.
Congrats, that's a real skill.
But the fact you've disappeared would be.
Even though I'm a lot happier now, I still get days where silly little things affect me and I don't always know why. I think it's just something I've come to accept because it doesn't last long. -I don't think I'll ever understand it but I try.
Here's a hug for you. *hug* xx
So we're almost five years on for me, and last night on Strictly Denise danced to the song we had played at my Dad's funeral as we walked out. It's still a trigger for me, and I must have been hilarious hopping my way out of the room in a panic to get away from the song!! It'll happen, but it's okay.