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The Franki is a Giganto Idiot thread.
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As per title. I don't fancy explaining everything right now, but let's just say I'm really not in a good place and I can't for the life of me work out why.
Blargh.
Blargh.
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Was it that damn big box's fault?
No... Read the 'I need a hug' thread and stuff.
I don't want pity. I was happy using the other thread but it was suggested that I make one of my own so as not to derail it, so I have done that.
You feel out of control so you try and control little bits of your life, like how often you eat, how often you bring your food back and how much time you spend at the gym.
I think you know exactly what your feelings are and what you're frightened of.
You've got the right ideas looking at sources of support. Google might not be finding them for you, but like Arctic said, that's possibly because they're not advertised rather than not out there. Talk to the nurse tomorrow (or whenever it is) as a starting point when you go for your pill check.
And well done for looking for help, and starting your own thread, and ignore what Strubbles said.
Glad you have, please don't let rudeness put you off (have deleted the post that was so critical because that kind of attitude is not welcome here.)
*hug*
I had a really good RAWRRRRRRR at the gym last night (helped having the distraction of someone to talk to while I was running, actually, since the girl that did my induction was there and the gym was dead) and after my lunch refused to come up straight away, I didn't do what I usually do and try and get it up again later. That's good, right?
It was nothing to do with the tap exploding in the toilets. Nuh uh. Not even slightly...
Whatever the reason, it's still good and having not done it yesterday, it will make it easier to not to do it today.
And being good will make running in the gym more fun too.
Thats why people are more careful here than most sites x
I'm going to try and be a good girl today. Yes, yes I am.
It always happens. It's going to happen again. I was looking forward to weekend so much and now everything is fucked because I'm fucked and stupid and a total fucking twat.
Also for some reason this morning I thought it might be a good idea if I gave up smoking. I am still debating this, but since my cigarettes are now more than £6 a pack (fuck you, government), it's quite the expense these days. Blah
Also I saw the nice doctor man today, he said that he's going to give the doubled dose of my ADs another few weeks to work and then for me to come back and see him.
Less good on the nausea thing. Does small portions more often help?
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I get my implant put in at the doctor's surgery, which is next to a big ol' Tesco.
Duh .