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Shit scared last night
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Wow,I had one of the WORST experiences of my life so far.:crying:
I dont know whether Ive ever felt so scared at any other point in my life!!
Me and my mate were doing pills,4 each and to start with they did nothing for me but when we got back to his house they really kicked in and I was buzzing really strong.
Then his gf started spazzing out on 1 and we had to look after her.
But when I eventually tried to go to sleep I felt like I was dropping off way too deeply and just felt like my whole body was slowing down and possibly closing off or something.:nervous:
Im feeling ok now but that was the scariest things Ive ever felt even though it was probably mostly down to paranoia.:p
I am now totally anti drugs on myself.
Never again.:thumb:
I dont know whether Ive ever felt so scared at any other point in my life!!
Me and my mate were doing pills,4 each and to start with they did nothing for me but when we got back to his house they really kicked in and I was buzzing really strong.
Then his gf started spazzing out on 1 and we had to look after her.
But when I eventually tried to go to sleep I felt like I was dropping off way too deeply and just felt like my whole body was slowing down and possibly closing off or something.:nervous:
Im feeling ok now but that was the scariest things Ive ever felt even though it was probably mostly down to paranoia.:p
I am now totally anti drugs on myself.
Never again.:thumb:
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they were mitsubishis, noticed they didnt have a score down the back of the pill and the stamps werent good, a few of the logos werent properly aligned
strange pills! :crazyeyes
Testing kits are available and are relatively accurate.
I had a good sleep last night and feel a lot better today.Managed to eat a yoghurt and a digestive so far and drinking water too.
My arms and legs feel a bit weak and shakey but thats down to lack of food and sleep.
Never,ever taking anything again!:no:
Im actually going to detox myself like I did a few months ago where I was taking nothing and drinking only 2 pints when I went out and I felt great,I lost a bit of weight and my head was so clear it was amazing.
I dont know what pills they were as we were in the club and couldnt examine them properly because of the bouncers etc.
Buy from a trusted source, before you go out!
I've payed for it in the past, via an ambulance to hospital. Twice! Pills are well and truly out of the window for me.
If ever you try it again, get hold of some pure MDMA! A little harder to get hold of, especially in a club, but at least then you kinda know what your getting.
Without knowing what you took it's difficult to say, but assuming you weren't just feeling overly strong MDxx effects, it may have been BZP or mcPP ('legal ecstasy'). When mixed with alcohol that can really mess you up, and a lot of pills containing the stuff have been floating around. Ket is also possible but less likely if it took a long time for the effects to kick in.
As other people have suggested, buy before, test, and MDMA is preferable to pills.
I think Im on a comedown at the moment (hopefully the last bit before Im good again).
Earlier I felt like my head was really heavy and not lolliing but took a lot of effort to hold up,and my arms felt really weak and shakey.Plus I was shivering for a while too and couldnt concentrate on anything without drifting off and losing the thought.
Going to stay with my grandparents (hopefully so should be able to recover in peace.
I had that on Mushrooms in Laos. When I tried to sleep it felt like I was drifting away and dieing so I made myself stay awake til all the drugs had worn off! It is scary!
The reason I tripped out like that was because I had been smoking Opium and drinking Lemon ice tea aswell, then someone told me that mixing lemon juice with Opium can kill you and showed me photos of dead people from it....after I had smoked the Opium and taken the Mushrooms...:rolleyes:
Is it? lol
I have done pills in "quite & uneventful" places loads of times and still really enjoyed it.
You can't beat taking them at a club, but they can work well in many situations.
iv roamed the streets plenty of times also, off my fuckin head on wee missions here and there, absolutely brillaint :D:D
out and about in a club is undoubtely the best but i wouldnt say ya cant sit in and have a good time!
Yup, and Fuck yeah to the second! Wondering the streets with your mates at 4am on pills is so much fucking fun, me and a mate had the best time ever missioning it around all the aperatus (spelling?) in the kids playpark one night.
I have taken pills twice in clubs and both times ended up in a heap on the floor convinced i'm going to die.
However i oddly quite like them in someones home where i feel safe
Strange.
Why would it be pure hell?! What the hell were you taking? Death-mitsis?!
It seems like quite a pathetic idea really. I know a few people who have done it and it's pretty sad, which the general concensus among others too.
Rubbish.
Pills are great in most settings as long as you with fellow minded people you can be comforatble around.
I would have to say most of the best experience I've had pilled up include dossing around with my mates - whether that be chillin at a house, or blatting round the gold course I used to work on at 4 in the morning on utility It's also pretty good for sex. The feeling that you have to get on a mission (whatever it may be) and that you have to do it together is one of the best things about ecstasy.
What seems sad to me is that you think that ecstasy is only good in clubs. Your missing out on so much more.
I think you seem quite pathetic. So people are having a laugh doing it, causing no harm to anyone but we should feel bad about it because you and your homies think it's sad....urm ok, arsehole.
I didn't realise viewing drug users on the streets as sad made me pathetic.
Walk around with a sign saying you take ecstacy with your mates in the street. Do you think they'll see themselves as arseholes or you as sad?
So after you've dropped a couple in the club and had your good time, what do you do when the club shuts?? Go home for sleepies?? We usually carry the night on back at someones house well into the next day, but you would be against this yes??
This comment shows how seperate pills and MDMA have become, MDMA does not have to be jumpy and bouncy at all, its known to be very effective in therapy because it allows people to open up without judgement, you cant really do that in a loud club.
After a club shuts i go home or sitoff in someone elses house. I don't wander the streets. I don't know how anyone can say taking pills on a street corner is not sad.
How IS it sad or pathetic?
One of the best things about being pilled up is goign for a mission, doing something outside and crazy.
Your hardly a danger to anyone and in the small hours of the morning who you going to upset.
I love raving and clubbing whilst pilled up but the main draw to ecstasy for me is the craic you have with your mates, where social paranoia evapourates and everybody's free to be messy and do messy things.
For me ecstasy is simply about yourself, however or wherever you do it.
I take ecstasy because i like dancing, talking to girls and because it makes the music feel amazing.
In the small hours of the morning there really isn't many people to spot you, and even if they do my attitude is 'so what'? If your not being a nuisance or interacting with anybody what exactly is the problem. I'll quite happilly walk downt the road pissed so why not pilled up.
Nobody's talkign about doing it amongst stranger during the middle of the day?
Down the beach with your mates in the evening, or a on a sunday afternoon with your mates in the summer can be lovely experiences. I really fail to see what issue you have with that.
I take ecstasy because it makes me feel good. Dancing and music are good things to do whilst pilled up but not a requirement, and without a doubt the best thing do whilst pilled up is to be in good company.
This idea thaqt ecstasy should only be done in clubs is ridiculous.
:thumb: !
Selling shoes never felt so good