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i cut myself really bad and i cant even bear to look at it. i was in a daze doing it and now i feel like a knob. i'm going to scar really badly for the rest of my life. its all down my leg and it keeps bleeding. fuck fuck fuck :crying: my boyfriend is going to be so angry i don't know what to do. i actually hate myself
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I dont know what to say. Lots of arnica and I hope it doesnt scar as bad as you fear.
Don't beat yourself up over this incident ... but use it as a wake-up call that you need help. *hugs*
Hope you're feeling a bit better now? It can be such a hard pattern to get out of, so try not to beat yourself up too much. Just try and remember how you're feeling now next time you're tempted to cut - it might be the impetus you need to stop yourself.
Just thought I'd post you some resources that might help too:
Stop self harming
Minimising self harm damage
A list of other sites and organisations that might help.
Scars and treatments
Hope this helps x
I don't even want to get better anymore. I feel like a fake when I try to be happy