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Did I sign my life away or something???
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When I first started taking drugs?
They are really starting to piss me off now as It seems to be all I do week in week out whether its pills, coke speed whatever the fuck I go through my little phases on there is hardly ever a week (or 6 days for that matter) that I seem to go without.
Now obviously Im on that new year depression bollocks that we all get but its more than that.
It just bores me to tears now all of it and I really don't know how I stop or if I ever will!
Anyway, HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR! :banghead:
They are really starting to piss me off now as It seems to be all I do week in week out whether its pills, coke speed whatever the fuck I go through my little phases on there is hardly ever a week (or 6 days for that matter) that I seem to go without.
Now obviously Im on that new year depression bollocks that we all get but its more than that.
It just bores me to tears now all of it and I really don't know how I stop or if I ever will!
Anyway, HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR! :banghead:
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it does kind of become a dead end routine and can be a great hinderance to the rest of your life.
the good news is the vast majority of people who use ...go through this and then tone it down or stop.
my advice would be to find something else interesting, something to take up your time and take your mind off drugs .. now that i think about it, since i started going with the girl im with now i've considerably cut down on the amount of drugs i take, and not even thought twice about it
and also i think its easier to aim to cut down, most people turn round and say to completly stop doing things but in reality that doesn't usually work, the vast majority of people ive come across end up back to square one .. just try to change from regular drug abuse to occassional drug use
good luck whatever you do, it did my fuckin head in for ages
Thats the problem! When I analyse it all in my head I am sure that the reason I do it all is because I have no girl! And that's been the case for a long time. It's all kind of a substitute for the best high there is!
If you arn't in total control of your use, like you feel some yearning for doing stuff alot, watch out. I've been avoiding doing drugs that I crave to do. As a result, i've become pretty passive about them.
Coming off different drugs
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You could also talk to a specialist organisation such as:
Lifeline Drugs
Helpline providing advice, information and support for drug users, their partners, families and friends.
web: http://www.lifeline.org.uk/
Tel: 0161 392054
FRANK
Free confidential advice, information and help about drugs. Open 24 hours a day. They can refer you onto local drug services and send out free literature.
Web: www.talktofrank.com
Tel: 0800 776600
I was like that for a period, the routine became tiresome, the high was losing its appeal and i couldn't be bothered with comedowns. Gave up weekly consumption of coke and E in May and only take either for special occasions (ie. new year :yes: )
Probably a couple of months from now you'll have had enough. I didn't have any problems stopping at all, in fact I rarely even feel the desire.