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That is exactly what talking to Kim was like! She wasn't nervous at all, though. Sassy, super-confident blonde babe all the way! One day, she was about to go into town to get herself some lunch, and she asked me what the weather was like. It was at that moment I froze. I thought "Wow, she's beautiful", and kept staring at her. Eventually, I managed to muster up an answer, but I was kicking myself for the rest of the day. "Danny, you idiot", I kept saying afterwards.
This girl is really good at heart, she's all warm and cure and beautiful... I had no expectations when i approached her, i jut did it because i couldn't think about her all the time... It's a little easier now, but i still adore her. I get super happy when i get a nice look from her, and i happened to get a hug once, was hyperactive the whole day afterwards...
Oh yes, I know this feeling through and through. When Kim introduced herself to me, she put her hands on her hips, breasts out clearly, looking up at me, looking very sexy! Later, she smiled at me in a way that no woman has ever done before. I felt all warm inside...
I don't know. Is she thinking "Oh, but what we've got now is so good, why try something that has no guarantee of working?"? It's a difficult one. Who knows, she could well change her mind. As my sister delights in telling me all the time, women do that.
Just keep devoting yourself to her in this way. Sometime or another, she is bound to change her mind. She sounds absolutely lovely. Not like some of the ones I've met. I've got trust issues to do with women. While at school, they played tricks on me like pretending to fancy me. These days, I'm so cynical about it that were a woman to come up to me and say she fancied me, (and genuinely meant it) I simply wouldn't believe her.
Now i feel even more down, because i've just realised what i don't have:(
I'm off to sleep, you can PM me if you want, we seem to have hijacked this thread. If you have any suggestions for me, post them here anyway, the hijack is over now G'nite
The last time I every kissed anyone on the lips was when I was like 5. Then absolutely no form of kissing for the next 13 years. But all that changed 4 months ago;) Hence this thread started by me.
Thanks for the sympathy. I'd prefer a kiss, but symapthy will do fine for now. I do want to meet someone though. Since I tried to kill myself earlier this year, I've been thinking about what really matters in life. I'm not interested in casual sex, I'd much rather be in a relationship.