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how do i stop worrying? its worry all the time with me.
right now i have a major worry, im crying most nights about it. i got tests done on tuesday to test my kidney function as im diabetic, i get the results next week. im so scared something will show up cos im never feeling 100%. im terrified, i want to cry and cry. im already suffering the effects of diabetes in my eyes and thats been hard enough to cope with, couldnt handle it if my kidneys were damaged too, i really couldnt.
im really really scared, i keep thinking what if something is wrong, ill die young and i wont be able to have kids. trying to tell myself nothings up, im being paranoid and then i think i never thought at the age i am now that ide be receiving treatment to stop me going blind. :crying: .
i dont know what im hoping for here, maybe just need it off my chest. i just dont know what to do!
right now i have a major worry, im crying most nights about it. i got tests done on tuesday to test my kidney function as im diabetic, i get the results next week. im so scared something will show up cos im never feeling 100%. im terrified, i want to cry and cry. im already suffering the effects of diabetes in my eyes and thats been hard enough to cope with, couldnt handle it if my kidneys were damaged too, i really couldnt.
im really really scared, i keep thinking what if something is wrong, ill die young and i wont be able to have kids. trying to tell myself nothings up, im being paranoid and then i think i never thought at the age i am now that ide be receiving treatment to stop me going blind. :crying: .
i dont know what im hoping for here, maybe just need it off my chest. i just dont know what to do!
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A bit of worrying is natural but if its affecting your life then you really need to try & get it sorted *hugs*.
ive always been a worrier but since i was diagnosed with the problem in my eyes ive become more anxious especially about my health. i just never ever thought that at 24(my age at the time of diagnosis) that ide be having to deal with the prospect of going blind and i keep thinking my kidneys are next. i found it real hard to cope, its only been a couple of months since ive stopped crying about the problem with my eyes, more than a year since my treatment began. i just couldnt cope with anything else.
but anyway thanks for replying. ill not be happy til i get my test results.
Yeah i know it can be hard, i have an underactive thyroid which just seems to get worse & worse. Once i reach a certain point i will have to have it out. This affects your whole body & i find it hard that someday i might have settle for the only thing they can do & thats take it out & put me on the max dose of tablets.
I know this is no way near as bad as your problem but its along the same lines...i am always waiting for the next thing to happen, eg get very tired & need the tabelts putting up yet again.
Sorry i have waffled. *More hugs*
i know nobody knows what coming for them but if you have a certain condition you know what may happen or is going to happen at some point and its horrible to have that hanging over you like a cloud on the days it comes creeping back into your mind.
sometimes life is sucky!
Have you tried calming techniques like meditation or anything? I feel a bit silly suggesting them but they do work.
I'll find that picture of the "sannies" again if it will help cheer you up.
Like Tweety has said if you feel real anxious often then it is really worth talking to your GP about it, they will be able to suggest ways for you to cope better.
We have some factsheets on Anxiety here on TheSite. It isn't a silly little problem and it can really take over your life but there are techniques, and if nec. medication, that can help you get on top of it. Talk to your doctor and take good care of yourself.
Susie
anyway wont say any more about it in this post at least. im just scared.
thanks guys
thanks guys for all your kind words x
Thats great news .
Awww, that's good to hear!
going to end up locked up in a padded room, me!
anyway thanks again for the support guys :thumb: