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Feeling a bit down...
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Yeah, didn't know whether to post this here... but anyway.
Been a bit of a mess recently... in the past few months, say a year, a lot of stuff happened that upset me but I kinda ignored it all. Split up with my long-term boyfriend, trouble with jobs, Dad being in hospital, problems with my Mum, etc etc. Just ignored it all really.
Recently, I haven't been feeling too happy. So I thought I'd spend more time with my mates, which incidentally has meant I've been going out a lot more, getting stupidly drunk (yeah, I need to learn my limits) and just making arses of ourselves.
This weekend, it all seemed to get a little bit too much for me, and I've spent about 3 days in permanent tears. I missed two days from work where I was terrified of leaving the house - weird, eh? I think maybe it's just the accumulation of everything getting on top of me finally. Like, I had some pretty nasty texts from my ex which seemed to trigger it all off.
I'm not going to slag him off, we have it all sorted, but it just all seems to have kicked off inside my head. I went to work today and I just couldn't smile, felt like a robot and was absolutely desperate to get home. When I did get here, I went straight to bed and woke up crying.
This isn't normal, obviously... I just want to know if anyone else has ever felt the same way and if it was a short-term thing for them. I don't think I can hack much more. Naturally I'm a really bubbly, outgoing, strong type of person and I just feel so hopeless right now.
Been a bit of a mess recently... in the past few months, say a year, a lot of stuff happened that upset me but I kinda ignored it all. Split up with my long-term boyfriend, trouble with jobs, Dad being in hospital, problems with my Mum, etc etc. Just ignored it all really.
Recently, I haven't been feeling too happy. So I thought I'd spend more time with my mates, which incidentally has meant I've been going out a lot more, getting stupidly drunk (yeah, I need to learn my limits) and just making arses of ourselves.
This weekend, it all seemed to get a little bit too much for me, and I've spent about 3 days in permanent tears. I missed two days from work where I was terrified of leaving the house - weird, eh? I think maybe it's just the accumulation of everything getting on top of me finally. Like, I had some pretty nasty texts from my ex which seemed to trigger it all off.
I'm not going to slag him off, we have it all sorted, but it just all seems to have kicked off inside my head. I went to work today and I just couldn't smile, felt like a robot and was absolutely desperate to get home. When I did get here, I went straight to bed and woke up crying.
This isn't normal, obviously... I just want to know if anyone else has ever felt the same way and if it was a short-term thing for them. I don't think I can hack much more. Naturally I'm a really bubbly, outgoing, strong type of person and I just feel so hopeless right now.
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And particually in the last few weeks, I've been in a right mess but then again both of my parents have been having a go at me...
See, no-one is being horrible to me or anything. My Dad and brother have been more than understanding, I couldn't ask for anything else. Yet, I don't feel any better.
I've never felt at all like this before... ever. It's so horrible and weird and I can't shake it off.
I know what you mean. Being completely honest though - it wouldn't be any different from talking to my Dad. I can tell him absolutely everything and he gives me all the love and advice in the world. He's just great. And I wouldn't feel comfortable talking to a stranger I don't think. I can rant and rave at Big Al (my Dad) and he just understands.
It's good to have a cry and release all your emotions too, and you feel better for it later.
Yeah, he knows it all. We've been through a lot together as a family (me, my brother and my Dad) and we get on like no other. I count my lucky stars sometimes... he's my Mum, Dad and best mate rolled into one.
He thinks it could be that I'm stressed and it could maybe be a bit of mild depression - I think he's probably right, when I look back over the past, say, 3 years, the amount of stuff thats happened and I haven't really got any emotion out of my system. I should have been expecting this.
You know, I just feel like I need to shake it all off and I can't. I just end up crying. My mind races about things I've done and things that have happened and it's neverending. I don't know if this is how I'm meant to feel, if its normal or what - because it's never happened to me before.
I dont have much advice to give, just hope you feel better soon. xx
anyway! hope you feel better soon!! if theres any questions you have you know where the pm button is! x
its shit that all you can do, is the best that you can you, and it still isnt enough, but hugs are all i have, hope they help
I've been trying to spend more time with my work mates recently, they're a few years older than me, but I seem to be more on their wavelength... my best mates are girls I went to school with and they just don't seem to have grown up as quickly as I have - no offence to them, I love them all to bits - but I've been working since school and they're all still in full time education and I just seem to have grown up faster. I feel a bit better than I did this time last week, and I think this has been a biiig factor. My best mates are mad into partying and it just felt like I was being dragged down and I hated the drunk, stupid person I seemed to be when I was with them.
Really, I'm just trying to ignore it and shake it off - talking to my Dad and having a good cry when I need it. Take each day as it comes, hey?!
turlough - I know where you're coming from - my Mum is an alcoholic, she left home 2 and a half years ago, but she lives just around the corner... we don't speak and she's always trying to stir the shit with me and my brother (who does still talk to her) she's remarrying next month... My dad has suffered heart attacks and had a heart bypass in the last 2 years, all of which has been super stressful... I had a nasty break up with my ex about 4 months ago after 2 and a half years... it's a load of bollocks. It just all seems to accumulate. We'll be OK pal, we just need to try and get over it all. Hard, but we'll do it. <33