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I hate my life
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Time for a bit of a pour heart out moment.... :crying:
I'm a total failure & very unhappy & have been for well over 2 years now. Everything i've tried has blown up in my face & it's starting to take it's toll on my now lacking desire to succeed in life. My body thermometer is now in negative double figures. My life pretty much consists of sleeping, eating, watching TV & going online. I've no longer got any friends due to them moving on in life & i'm extremely shy & very cautious around new people. So making friends just doesn't happen.
I've got no direction in what I really enjoy doing & would like to take up as a career:(
I've got a big fat zero on the experience front & have never had a single job in my life time(19 years). I've only got GCSE's & they seem to count for nothing nowadays.
My family are useless on the support front & offer me no form of role model to aspire to or any form of advice. My gf is @ uni being a high flyer & all & i'm left @ home with nothing to look forward to.
I'm doing this accounting course thingy & honestly my heart is not in the stupid thing @ all but then if I quit then i've got no life prospects at all then. Also, my mum paid £120 odd for me to get the course books etc. so i'm not wanting to leave her out of pocket & waste her money.
Please feel free to add any comments of your own:)
Thanks Chris
I'm a total failure & very unhappy & have been for well over 2 years now. Everything i've tried has blown up in my face & it's starting to take it's toll on my now lacking desire to succeed in life. My body thermometer is now in negative double figures. My life pretty much consists of sleeping, eating, watching TV & going online. I've no longer got any friends due to them moving on in life & i'm extremely shy & very cautious around new people. So making friends just doesn't happen.
I've got no direction in what I really enjoy doing & would like to take up as a career:(
I've got a big fat zero on the experience front & have never had a single job in my life time(19 years). I've only got GCSE's & they seem to count for nothing nowadays.
My family are useless on the support front & offer me no form of role model to aspire to or any form of advice. My gf is @ uni being a high flyer & all & i'm left @ home with nothing to look forward to.
I'm doing this accounting course thingy & honestly my heart is not in the stupid thing @ all but then if I quit then i've got no life prospects at all then. Also, my mum paid £120 odd for me to get the course books etc. so i'm not wanting to leave her out of pocket & waste her money.
Please feel free to add any comments of your own:)
Thanks Chris
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i came out of 6th form with crap results than what i could have achieved, but i was happy i got something, the two years gave me a chance to have some vague thought of what i wanted to do with life, ended up going to uni and dropping out last november in my second year
im not saying ive had a hard time, ive had good oppertunities and chances, just as they seem to come along, i jump on them for a short while and realise im going too fast and fall off
theres loads of details in my life story i could put in, but i cant be bothered, theres too much of it, as because as soon as i start writing one thing, i need to explain it with another
stick with the course, even if you dont like it, if you come out of it with something then good, if not then your still ok, dont take life one day at a time, just deal with it as it hits you its blows, things will work out, things wont work out
just see what tomorrow brings and good luck to you
even so, loads of jobs these days have like interns that start off at the bottom but work their way up. why not try for something like that?
i think u should continue ur course as it will give u a qualification which will make it easier to get a job/get into uni.
u just need to sit down and have a good think of the things u could do!!
theres always the army!!(sorry from army background)!
good luck!
I lasted just about 4 months due to the work load being insane I had no break @ all working constantly during the day then continue into the evening & all night for several days on end including the weekend. I was very close to loosing the plot but saved myself by leaving. Which I don't regret in the slightest to this day because it's the only 1st really decision i've made for myself.
I've no idea where the thinking came from to do this accounting course lark because i've not got an ounce of interest in the subject to be quite honest. I've just no desire to learn anything further about the subject it's like i'm torturing myself. So yet again i've made a decision without thinking & i've discovered that it's totally the wrong thing for me to do. Exams & vast amounts of theory & writing is not my bag. It's like on a scale of 1-10 it struggles to hit 0.5.
I'm really sorry for typing all this stuff:(
So my advice really is that a-levels/degrees are really only worth doing anyway if your going to have an uber vocational job such as being a doctor or if its something you really want to study - doing them for the sake of doing them means that you end up getting frustrated not getting good marks and i really dont' belive that having more education is better than having practical work experience.
Right so what you have to do is not only find something which your interested in but that your good at (my big problem in life has alwasy been that i've chosen stuff thats hard because things i'm good at i've found boring and i've wanted a challenge). Having a while to take time out and find out what you might be good isn't a bad thing.
Have you considered signing up with temp agencies??? You can get all sorts of different varied roles and you dont' need loads of qualifications to carry them out - get in now though before the universities break up for the summer and everyone wants a temp job.
Go to a carrears adviser and see what they suggest - we did all these test things at school which gave us like 20 jobs we should consider kind of thing...
As for the accountancy thing yes its a bit random and you probaby dont' want to do it for the rest of your life - BUT its a really good skill to have, if you ever want to run your own business, have to manage projects at work, run events etc etc.... all of these require financial managment and accountancy knowledge - so dont' discount it first off. Even if you complete just one module i'm sure that you will feel like you have achieved something and will have a skill to offer if your temping looking for a job etc etc...
take heart that at 19 you have only just set out in life.
you have more life in front of you than behind you ...and you need to see that as a positive.
how about trying something completely different?
force yourself to go out in the sunshine on a bike or on foot ...for at least a couple of hours a day.
how about doing some labouring ...like landscape gardening or similar.
yes i'm being serious cos i believe sunshine and fresh air to be a very powerful anti depressant. as is physical work ...especialy the kind that gets you close to nature.
you have lots of time to decide on your long term future.
and ...if you have a girlfriend who is so active ...you will i'm sure loose her at some point cos you'll just seem so depressing.
hard but true mate.
garden9ng might not be the best paid job in the world but ...i'm suggesting it as a medication not an earner.
like the others have said,there is no rush! you have plenty of time to decide what you want to do,i left school at 15 and didnt even take my final exams,i just went to work with my dad and learnt from him a trade that i grew to like.
i then went to college to get qualified,and was lucky to get an apprenticship.
since then i have worked all over the country meeting different people and enjoying every second of it.being a mechanic isnt the most respected trade in the world,and there are people that look down their noses at you,but hey,i'm happy doing it,and i'm good at it.don't let people railroad you into something you dont want to do,and a bit of life expierience will probably help you to decide.
good luck mate
Is this an inspiring link?
No. it's the true story of how KFC was made.
I am not suggesting that you have a read of this article and do some thinking about how you change your behaviour to make your life better, I am telling you to.> The information is out there - grab it and take action for fucks sake.
I've decided to focus all my efforts on finding a job as all i'm really intrested in @ the moment is earning money & buying a car. Plus being out in the real world interacting with the general public should do me the world of good & hopefully boost my self confidence.
Then around Aug-Sept I should have an idea of what i'd like to do as a career & I can sort myself out with doing some qualification/s:)