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Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
When was the last time
You felt you heart expand.
Expand, contract, expand, contract.
At the sight of another human being?
Not even the sight...just the sound.
Hearing her voice, so sweet and soft,
The words she says - forever music.

The last time I felt that,
I should have known better.
The time before that,
I learnt my lesson.
The inevitable return of the
Strongest feeling man knows,
Always follows the feeling of love.

But the emotion I feel in my heart,
What is it really?
The red cloud of anger? No, but sort of.
The white flash of pain? Yes, but not really.
For one cannot name the emotions that love brings,
Or the feelings when it leaves.
Hurt is the closest we have come,
In all the years we've known it.

But hurt - that does not apply to me.
After what I've seen, what I've been,
I cannot be hurt. Or am I wrong?
Has the place in my heart
So many people know,
Finally been touched by the love
Of nothing more than a young girl?

A young girl she is not, but she is.
So mature, so bold.
But in want of a protector,
Someone who can keep her heart
Safe from the world.
I was once that person.
But no longer hold the box.

I still hold the key, but the lock has changed.
The simple twist - no longer so simple.
But I am not allowed to have the new key.
Not by her, but by her protectors.
Her protectors? I - ME - I am her protector.
So who holds the power to deny me a key?

The answer is simple. But I refuse to believe it.
I had the power - why no longer?
What has changed? Again, a simple response.
But too simple. And too down to earth.
Too inevitable. Too likely.
The cable was cut.


I've not lost my mind it's inserted elsewhere - hence the limp.

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{Turtle}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tara}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    (((((((((turtle))))))))))

    Thats bad that they cut her off, i know how close you two are.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    (((((((((((turtle & tara))))))))))))))))
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    oh man, im sorry (((((turtle)))))

    Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'm sorry that I'm putting you through so much David! <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"&gt;

    I didn't realise that I meant so much to you. I'll try to be around as much as possible - I promise!

    love you more than ever
    {{{{{{{{{{David}}}}}}}}}}

    *Tara*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{David & Tara}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

    You 2 are so sweet!

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Innit,

    I wish someone would write a nicepoem for me *hint hint*

    anyone??

    <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt;

    Its all good baby baby

    MTS ^5 ;)
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Spirit II:
    Innit,

    I wish someone would write a nicepoem for me *hint hint*

    anyone??

    <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt;


    rofl... yeah but he's nice n ffs I keep telling u, IM A **** fs

    I dont do nice stuff ever!!!!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Roses are red
    violets are blue
    sugar is sweet
    and so are you

    there ya go Emma <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/wink.gif"&gt;

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'll remember that poem for some reason <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt;
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    Girl-From-MarsGirl-From-Mars Posts: 2,822 Boards Guru
    awwww thanks mark <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

    thats not you writing a poem, thats you plagiarising one! hehe.. my turn

    "i cant see you when i want to where i am now..... only way i want to be only thing i want to see only way i want to love only one i want to love"

    ~courtesy of mr mark greaney of jj72.

    If you don't know where you're going, you'll probably end up somewhere else.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Turtle:
    The cable was cut.



    the cable has been cut to everything tonight David <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"&gt; Leaving you was something which I felt had to be done, and I hope you feel the same way about leaving me.

    'Bye' - I don't like that word anymore. it's something you say when you reach the end - in this case, the end of a good relationship

    You are the first person I've been able to love properly, and for that, I thank you, and you will forever stay in my heart

    I love you David, always, but some things can't go on.

    *Tara*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Daze II:
    rofl... yeah but he's nice n ffs I keep telling u, IM A **** fs

    I dont do nice stuff ever!!!!


    Was i askin you <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/tongue.gif"&gt;

    lol

    Im a hoe as ur always telling me i have many men <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/tongue.gif"&gt;

    NOT
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    It took me quite a while to think of a way to reply to Tara's post. Maybe I shouldn't reply at all - TBH, none of you guys really need to know, do you? But I will.

    I will say that I am hurt, a lot. Beyond that, my emotional responses are still kicking in. It is easier to not think about it.

    I'll talk to you on ICQ sometime.

    I've not lost my mind it's inserted elsewhere - hence the limp.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Turtle:
    It took me quite a while to think of a way to reply to Tara's post. Maybe I shouldn't reply at all - TBH, none of you guys really need to know, do you? But I will.

    I will say that I am hurt, a lot. Beyond that, my emotional responses are still kicking in. It is easier to not think about it.

    I'll talk to you on ICQ sometime.


    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{turtle}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
    it's difficult for people to reply to this, because both of you use this site. and it's gonna b awkward for a little while.
    i dont think most of us know the ins and outs of this, neither do we need to. i can't comment, i'm just sayin that i'm here.

    ©lovely freaks
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by IcKleMoNSteR:
    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{turtle}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
    it's difficult for people to reply to this, because both of you use this site. and it's gonna b awkward for a little while.
    i dont think most of us know the ins and outs of this, neither do we need to. i can't comment, i'm just sayin that i'm here.


    Thnx ickle...me n tara have talked a bit, n, well... <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt; <-- should sum it up.


    I've not lost my mind it's inserted elsewhere - hence the limp.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    yeah, <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt;

    {{{{{{{{{{{{David}}}}}}}}}}}}

    <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt; <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt; <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt; <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt; <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt;

    *Tara*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I wouldn't imagine that there is a lot for me (a newbie) to say on this matter. I dont and probably never will know much about what you guys had, however i write (bad)poetry, and I think that I may have one somewhere that could let you see it from each others point of view. if anybody would lik ea poem written for them, then you can let me know under the new thread 'poetry' Im not the worlds best poet howeve I work on the thing that makes it magical, emotion.


    Dk (david + Tara)

    I never said I loved you...
    However I will fuck you...
    until someone better comes along!!!!
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