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I hate being in hospital

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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    I'm trying to find people who like me for me, because I honestly can't find any, I feel isolated from the world, as no one seems to be wanting to be my friend, because of my personality? Like, I can't change but no need to be so damn horrible to me when all I'm trying to do is support you and make sure you're okay.
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Very true and honestly, anybody would be lucky to have you as a friend because you've got a heart of gold and it's clear that you do
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Thank, you. I just wish people knew that words hurt others and it stays for life, so treat everyone equally and kindly, especially how treat someone how you'd want to be treated, as bullying someone is really horrible
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Ik how you feel it's awful I used to get bullied because I was different from the people in my class, I got called disabled, which I am but there's no need to remind me that I am you know what I mean? Also got called mental, which I'm not and that is the reason I'm too afraid to go out cause I'm worried people will judge and I'm very sociallly anxious around new people and I never got therapy so ive Still got PTSD From that and I'm very critical of myself, also think I'm a freak so I understand how u feel Leila
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    Ik how you feel it's awful I used to get bullied because I was different from the people in my class, I got called disabled, which I am but there's no need to remind me that I am you know what I mean? Also got called mental, which I'm not and that is the reason I'm too afraid to go out cause I'm worried people will judge and I'm very sociallly anxious around new people and I never got therapy so ive Still got PTSD From that and I'm very critical of myself, also think I'm a freak so I understand how u feel Leila

    I'm sorry to hear that, your not a freak! Do you have counselling? As, you deserve support.

    I'm just not well.
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    No I haven't but I'm starting to get better or trying to! Just smile through the pain and ik how you feel here for you!❤️
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Thanks.

    I cant smile, because I hate smiling especially when ik its fake
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Ik how you feel that's what I do most of the time smiling is hard sometimes now but I'm trying to
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Of course, smiling when we know personally that it's fake, hurts mote but if we can work on improving ourselves, we can progress into making our smile become real as that matters,

    Even tho my smile has been fake for years on end
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Yh I feel ya deep words about smiling there and Ik how you feeling about smiling, I haven't smiled properly in an entire year, that was until I met my partner, my smiles are proper now
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    That's sweet, hope you two are okay, and well done for fighting each day!
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Yep! We very much are very much happy! And thanks it's hard but I'm trying my best!
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    Yep! We very much are very much happy! And thanks it's hard but I'm trying my best!

    All you can is try, and you really doing an excellent job, it's hard of course and it's difficult to feel like your making any progress, but I've only been here for a short time and I've seen progress from everyone, including you! Aww, she sounds lovely, I'm glad you got someone to support you!
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Feel dizzy 😵
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Really exhausted 😩
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Same tbh
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Just life is drained me, I feel like shit
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Ik how you feel, I've been feeling useless recently myself just cause everyone in my life seems to be suffering and I feel worthless that I can't help
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Fell asleep but woke up to my nurse lol
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Lol
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Crying 😢
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Aww why?
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Nurse is saying it's infected
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Just hate this shit honestly I just wish it never happened
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    I'm tired, nurse is rambling on that my arms infected so I have to stay in longer, which is bs because I got told I'm out tomorrow which is false 🥺😔 I thought my arm was fine, clearly not.

    Like why get my hopes up
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Don't lose your hope just yet! You'll be home, soon hopefully!
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    But it's not when they said.. its not fair..
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Ik it really isn't but keep your hope high, you'll be out soon I promise you ❤️
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    LeilaLeila Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    I'm a fucking failure im better off gone
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    awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    No you belong here you deserve to live
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