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I hate being in hospital
Former Member
A pretty deep soul 😅💕Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
It's my fault I'm here, I've made myself end up in here so I don't know why I'm upset. But I just want to go home, I'm really not doing well here, it brings up to many memories which are bad for me. I feel like people are making decisions for me, of course its a hospital, but I'm an adult, ( 18! ), like I know the reason why I've been told to stay in but it's not fair because its making me feel like guilty, that I'm here and I'm taking up someone else's space who needs this hospital bed, like it's just for mental health, and decision I chose to do caused me to be here, but I honestly feel like screaming because it's horrible, they haven't made a decision if I'm going home tomorrow which is also really frustrating, yes hospital are busy but like please just let me go home, but maybe its safer for me to stay here then be at home where I'm not safe.
Sorry for the long ass rant/post
Leila
Sorry for the long ass rant/post
Leila
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Hi @Leila
Its ok to rant from time to time! I haven't gotten much to say but I really hope you come home tomorrow too but we'll just have to see sending hugs ❤️
Thank you, thanks for being here for me.
Of course anytime 💯
Thanks
Even though my mum is at home, she still says stuff to me, honestly feel like crap, I just want to get out but I'm literally stuck in a place my mental health is getting worse, I honestly got so many dark thoughts 😭
All she does is shout at me and is rude