TW- suicide

dancertori

I just want to die, i cant deal with any of this anymore, i want it all over, I've tried everything in the book, but there's no hope for me anymore, the mental health team discharged me because there was nothing they could do anymore, i just keep getting worse and worse both physically and mentally. i self-harm. i just want to die so much, this isn't a sudden thing, this is years and years of consideration.

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Past User

Hello dancertori, deppresion is a awfull illness and hard to climb out of that hole,i know iv lived with it to, try something to take your mind off the negative thoughts, i found fresh air and lots of walking really boosted my confidence, if you ever need to talk with someone i will be willing to listen and talk with you no matter the time, i hope things work out for you,my name is john,be nice to chat with you. Take care of yourself, because your worth it..

Siena

Hey Tori

that sounds really hard to be thinking about suicide for so long. And can really relate to that. Im glad youre still alive and been doing well to fight those thoughts for years - it is really hard. Also hard when get discharged - im glad youre seeking help here.  Hope we can support you
Sometimes when im suicidal i think about the things id miss. 

How are you feeling now?

Former Member

Hello Tori,

I'm sorry to hear that you have been thinking about ending your life so strongly for such a long time, I understand how hard it is  

I can see how being discharged from services would feel difficult, how do you feel about that? uncertain, scared maybe? Well done for reaching out for support in the Mix though, and please feel free to keep using and boards and the other services available to you. Is there any friends or family members that you have expressed your feelings too? 

Sending you lots of love, and I do hope that you feel better soon,

Butterfly X