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Something is up with my head.
Hi all. I'm fed up on keeping this to myself, I would bring it up with my counsellor but she's currently on holiday in South Africa for 3 weeks.
Over the past month, I haven't been getting now more sleep than 6 hours (for me is terrible as I normally get 8 or 9) and I've been very stressed and anxious with college work and being around people.
I've been getting dreams where they have been happy and nice and then gone down hill very quickly. Some examples are I've been diagnosed with cancer and died from it and another one is I've been out with freinds and I stabbed to death. After having their dreams I will wake up and then cry for about half an hour.
The bit that's makes this even scaryer for me, is this happens when I'm awake as well to the point of been saying stuff in front of people don't kill me,
I've now scared the the cr** out of my friends, now to the where their won't talk to me. And because of this I've very anxious and stress at college too.
I think I should book an appointment to see my gp, but I'm that OK with sharing my emotions and thoughs with him and the same with my parents. As I'm scared their think I'm an cycopath.
Any advice would be appreciated.
Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help