I am back! ( I think )

Almist04Almist04 Posts: 22 Fast Newbie
Hello, it has been a little while, because of school and stuff. I do not honestally know what to say, a lot has happened....

OH I was concerned bout' something, so a few nights ago I remembered that I havent masterbated for a little while, so I was taking a bath, and I decided to do it there. Apperentally, my brain wanted to be gay, so I REALLY wanted something inside of me. I looked around and saw a plunger, but then I told myself I was an idiot! I cant just put a plunger in my ass because I am horny... SO, I looked around for a while, and keep in mind I had a erection, and I could NOT think clearly. I could not find anything, and I kept thinking about the plunger. Eventually I went in the bathroom again, and I didnt really think, I just kinda put it inside me. It felt pretty good, and I eventually had an orgasm, I kinda regreted it, but at the same time, I dont blame myself, what can I say, I was horny ;). A few hours later I went back in the bathroom, and I noticed that the plunger was covered in blood. I was shocked. I was wondering if I was going to die ( I didnt yet XD ). So yeah. Thats my life rn xD.

In a less life threating issue, I am going to a new school, and there is a girl whom I will call Susan. I am inviting her over. Problem is, I am wondering if I should try to make a sexual advance if it turns out she likes me as well. I really wonder what she looks like naked though.  I am really scared that I will scare her and I might get to even more trouble than I am already in.

OH IN ANOTHER UNREALATED NOTE, I found my parents sex toy collection xD. I should proboly leave it alone, but too late! Who knew that some rubber could feel so good ._. Oh and a random note, I have a small viborator inside me rn... Uhh.. I dont know why I said that, but its true :D.  Its not on though.

Sorry bout' the rant ( not really a rant ). Comment I guess. Anyway, I accually have to go watch something now, I am really horny :P.

Have a nice day :D.
kathleen0172

Comments

  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 4,110 Uber Poster
    edited February 3
    Welcome back !

    Is good youre experimenting some stuff and finding what you like!
    But i don’t know much about anal stuff but if it carrys on bleeding maybe could see a doctor? And maybe using lube next time may help

    Have you thought about getting your own sex toys as maybe more hygienc than using your parents? 


    Kindness begins from the understanding that we all struggle.
    kathleen0172
  • kathleen0172kathleen0172 Posts: 1,332 Fanatical Poster
    edited February 3
    Heyyy bud! Wanted to say it's cool you're inviting the girl over. about sexual advances, I'd say perhaps wait a little while (maybe a month or so of hanging out, idk). And if all's well, I guess tell her you like her :D Just suggesting so don't have to listen. 
  • Almist04Almist04 Posts: 22 Fast Newbie
    Oh lord, I finally outsmarted qustodio and fiquered out how to unistall it, so anyway, uhh well.

    NEW STUFF! The girl killed herself, and my parents found out 'bout the toys.

    BTW I am 14, so I dont really think I can get my own sex toys, I apreciate the concern though. 
  • kathleen0172kathleen0172 Posts: 1,332 Fanatical Poster
    Oh my god:( I'm so sorry about the girl, that's awful.. :heartbreak:

    How are you Almist? <3
  • Almist04Almist04 Posts: 22 Fast Newbie
    @kathleen0172

    crappy I guess.
    kathleen0172
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