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I am back! ( I think )

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 22 Boards Initiate
in Gender & Sexuality
Hello, it has been a little while, because of school and stuff. I do not honestally know what to say, a lot has happened....

OH I was concerned bout' something, so a few nights ago I remembered that I havent masterbated for a little while, so I was taking a bath, and I decided to do it there. Apperentally, my brain wanted to be gay, so I REALLY wanted something inside of me. I looked around and saw a plunger, but then I told myself I was an idiot! I cant just put a plunger in my ass because I am horny... SO, I looked around for a while, and keep in mind I had a erection, and I could NOT think clearly. I could not find anything, and I kept thinking about the plunger. Eventually I went in the bathroom again, and I didnt really think, I just kinda put it inside me. It felt pretty good, and I eventually had an orgasm, I kinda regreted it, but at the same time, I dont blame myself, what can I say, I was horny ;). A few hours later I went back in the bathroom, and I noticed that the plunger was covered in blood. I was shocked. I was wondering if I was going to die ( I didnt yet XD ). So yeah. Thats my life rn xD.

In a less life threating issue, I am going to a new school, and there is a girl whom I will call Susan. I am inviting her over. Problem is, I am wondering if I should try to make a sexual advance if it turns out she likes me as well. I really wonder what she looks like naked though.  I am really scared that I will scare her and I might get to even more trouble than I am already in.

OH IN ANOTHER UNREALATED NOTE, I found my parents sex toy collection xD. I should proboly leave it alone, but too late! Who knew that some rubber could feel so good ._. Oh and a random note, I have a small viborator inside me rn... Uhh.. I dont know why I said that, but its true :D.  Its not on though.

Sorry bout' the rant ( not really a rant ). Comment I guess. Anyway, I accually have to go watch something now, I am really horny :P.

Have a nice day :D.

Comments

  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,687 Skive's The Limit
    edited February 2019
    Welcome back !

    Is good youre experimenting some stuff and finding what you like!
    But i don’t know much about anal stuff but if it carrys on bleeding maybe could see a doctor? And maybe using lube next time may help

    Have you thought about getting your own sex toys as maybe more hygienc than using your parents? 


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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    edited February 2019
    Heyyy bud! Wanted to say it's cool you're inviting the girl over. about sexual advances, I'd say perhaps wait a little while (maybe a month or so of hanging out, idk). And if all's well, I guess tell her you like her :D Just suggesting so don't have to listen. 
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 22 Boards Initiate
    Oh lord, I finally outsmarted qustodio and fiquered out how to unistall it, so anyway, uhh well.

    NEW STUFF! The girl killed herself, and my parents found out 'bout the toys.

    BTW I am 14, so I dont really think I can get my own sex toys, I apreciate the concern though. 
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Oh my god:( I'm so sorry about the girl, that's awful.. :heartbreak:

    How are you Almist? <3
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 22 Boards Initiate
    @kathleen0172

    crappy I guess.
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