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Hi I'm 16 years old and I lost my virginity on Thursday with my boyfriend who is older. We didn't use a condom because he said I would like it without. I visited my sexual health clinic and she gave me the pill and also some tablets to prevent HIV I think PEP because she said he is high risk? but I got home and I felt ashamed and dirty so I overdossed on them tablets. My mum found me on my bedroom floor and I spent Friday and Saturday night in hospital on a drip and they couldn't get my bloods for some reason so wanted me to stay in. I haven't moved out of my bed since I got back from hospital yesterday. I just feel kind of numb like I am dead. Just still. I don't feel like I can think about it too much but should I get hold of some more of them PEP tablets and will the nurse trust me with them?