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Cant do it anymore... its too hard..
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Hello.
I have come to the conclusion that i cannot carry on anymore. My thoughts are racing.. nothing is stopping them. My head is full of shit. Im a horrible person and i hate myself.. im sat here with a bottle of vodka trying to pluck up the courage to tip it all down the sink but i cant.. i really dont want to drink it.. but i cant stop staring at it. My mum should have got rid of me, she should never of given birth to me. I cant do this anymore.. and im not sorry.
I have come to the conclusion that i cannot carry on anymore. My thoughts are racing.. nothing is stopping them. My head is full of shit. Im a horrible person and i hate myself.. im sat here with a bottle of vodka trying to pluck up the courage to tip it all down the sink but i cant.. i really dont want to drink it.. but i cant stop staring at it. My mum should have got rid of me, she should never of given birth to me. I cant do this anymore.. and im not sorry.
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You are worth SO much more than you think! There is a reason why you're here and it would be a waste to let this get to you! You're a very strong individual and you can tip that vodka down the drain! ALL of us here at The Mix support you and are here to help you out. We can signpost you to get help and are always here for a chat. The people on here (not just the moderators) but the general community is really supportive so just know that you're not alone. Very proud of you for coming on here and telling us how you feel as that can be very difficult so well done! Look forward to hearing from you again and we hope you have a much better day today!
Here are some helpful links that you might want to use!
Links:
http://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
http://www.supportline.org.uk/
http://www.mind.org.uk/?gclid=CjwKEAiAuc_FBRD7_JCM3NSY92wSJABbVoxBNZfHmHJdbjK6y3rdcxGEaNxGxLZi7WegK-Wa6lN6YRoCbEDw_wcB - if you need urgent help there is a button which you can click on that says 'I need urgent help'.
Hugs from Drea