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So been to the doctors..I was hoping I'de get given some medication to help me through the night (again, as a year ago tonight I was raped) but nope she was no help what so ever infact just pis#ed me off. I am now sat hiding in a park as I needed to cry and now not knowing where to go next. I said to her I want to die and can't promise that I am not going to do anything and she just let me go with nothing. I don't want to contact anyone because if I am going to end my life I don't want to be stopped but I fear so much that it won't kill me and I'll end up with injuries or something. I don't want that. I want to die. I did want my pain to stop at one point but I don't feel the pain anymore I feel happiness in my thoughts of being dead.