Mindless

Former Member

I dunno how to put words over this... but dyone, I am starting to feel bad again.
Yup, you got it right, I'm going to rant on my stupid life now.

I've been thinking all day long about things considering myself and now I just can't get any of my thoughts out.. I thought the TKD had kicked them out but it looks like I am only hiding them in a different place <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"&gt; Someone was telling me his thoughts on me today, how he has been tring to crack me up lately (shell, not tear me apart :P).. so I kinda lose my mind infront of the kids and he kepts talking and I start thinking which ends up being real nassty..

URGH! I hate my stupid self... I try to improve but I f'n can't.. I'm stuck in eternal lameness.. closed like a book, forever to be.. And I dunno what to do <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"&gt; Even looking at people I know is hard, talking even worse, everything considering interaction between two human beings... *growls*

Maybe that's why I want the kitty..?

*sighs* Sorry for that... I just needed to tell someone about this stupid life 'o mine..
Going to watch some vampire Manga thang or Romeo&Julia(?)...

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I fly like Wilma!!!

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hmmmm. makes no sense to me (but I'm probably just being obtuse!). take care anyway Squee <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

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This is the first day of the rest of your life.

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Originally posted by *~stellar~*:
hmmmm. makes no sense to me (but I'm probably just being obtuse!). take care anyway Squee <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

Don't worry, I'm going to return to my ignorant world where no one is allowed to enter. Then you can post happily among the folks that make sense here.

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No, that did kind of make sense. Two pieces of advice:

1) Your mind is closed only as long as you want it to be.

2) There's nothing harmful about a closed door. People still often hurt themselves banging against closed doors, though.

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Originally posted by MacKenZie:
No, that did kind of make sense. Two pieces of advice:

1) Your mind is closed only as long as you want it to be.

2) There's nothing harmful about a closed door. People still often hurt themselves banging against closed doors, though.

I couldnt have said it better myself <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;
I think that if shutting yourself up and not letting anything out isnt making u feel any better in life then u gotta look at getting some of it out. Only u can change yourself and only u know whats best for u at the end of the day but I can tell u that in most cases pretending things r ok and keeping it all behind closed doors means it only builds up and will end up making u feel ten times worse. (Listen to me, coz I really follow my own advice lmfao...not!).

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The only interesting answers are those which destroy the questions.