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I've done it before...and I might do it again, but the reality is, I'm going, so I just want to say goodbye to everyone and thanks for all being so kind and sweet and *trying* to help me. I'm sorry that it's happening this way, but least I won't fuck up anymore eh...
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You know how to get in touch with me - TALK to me!
Please - just think seriously, look after yourslef, live long and prosper (i'm not a star trek fan but somehow that seemed appropriate)
fuck it, fuck this, fuck everything, fuck everyone, nobody fucking cares anyway. I know that nobody thinks I'm capable, I know that everyone thinks it'll all be fine soon. Maybe it will....but it won't last...I'm going, as soon as I can....I can't protect anyone when I'm here so I'm just gonna leave and hope that everyone is ok with that.
Good bye, hope to see you around the boards again.
I've posted in your LJ.
You're 15 years old and you're doing this? Have you thought that this might be hormonal what you're going through? This dark cloud could and probably will get better as you grow, if you just give it a chance.
Well, i've never gotten to know you, and never spoken to you on these boards at all i dont think!
But good luck! and good bye, and hope to see you back soon
then fucking prove them wrong.
ive spoken to you quite a lot on msn and such, its a fucking stupid thing to be even contemplating doing at your\my age. Seriously, i can understand why you want to do this, ive been through some depression myself, but please TRUST ME you WILL get through it. And thats from someone the same age as you. Most people our age go through depression. It just depends how emotional you are to how it affects you. Beat it, it will soon pass. I know theres a few people on here who were bullied in high school, and look at them now. I think all of them are leading great lives. Dont let kids get to you, i know theyre cruel.
unless you believe in a heaven...
sorry for the morbidness of that, just thought you should realize what you were doing...
everyone can be rude, unfair, hypocritical, its human to have flaws and i think we all know to take the good with the bad in people
why are u guilty? what is it thats so wrong you feel like this? at least u got love in your life, its more than some of us
For depression, amitryptiline (sp) is quite helpful for me. Don't know what it'd be like for you. But just go see the doctor and see what he can recommend. Lay it on thick that you can't go on like this.
Anyway! I'm adding you to LJ. Remember you're not the only one who gets depressed, who's been through some stuff.
NOOOO!!!!!!! IM A LAD!!!!
lmao
i get how my name feels now lol
and chaos, what did i tell you?
Sorry!!! Anyway I've edited my post!! Make SOME indication of your genders people!!!!
xxx
My best friend took a drug overdose on wednesday night, thankfully her mum found her before any damage was done, but thats not the point. i cried my eyes out when she told me. and so did everyone else when they heard. if she had died it would have been the easy way out and the rest of us would have been left to deal with it.
if you were to die, there is nothing. u may feel like at the minute there is nothing to live for, but things will get better. i dont know how many times i wanted to end it all when i was younger but i didnt do it, cos 1, i never had the guts and 2, i wondered if things would get better and thought well why not give it a few years?
someone taking their own life is a very selfish thing to do, and also i believe that no one has any right to take their own life, its the same as murdering another person, u have no right to do it.
and as Duffy said, there will be nothing when u die. just darkness, which is quite a morbid thought. have faith in yourself, things will get better.
i dont want to sound patronising, but arent u 15, or 16? i know that age doesnt make a difference to peoples problems but things can seem so much worse at that age cos hormones are all over the place.
as for me, i will be praying for you. dunno if you will appreciate that or not.
Life can be shit at times, but it can also be extremely good at other times. You need to be strong and see through the shit bits and know that it will get 100% better.
Yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift - that's why they call it the present.
http://www.thesite.org/info/health/depression/feeling_suicidal.html
Or you could see your doctor. Depression is a very common and treatable illness, so don't be scared to ask for help and support.
exactly what i wanted to say
Hope youre feeling slightly better tonight, it will get better but its going to be a long road to recovery. You arent going to be better over night.
My advice is to go and get back to your G.P and get them to refer you to a councellor. You are all messed up at the moment and really need to sort your head out. Talking through your problems with a trained councellor will help:)