just want to die

Former Member

I'm the lowest i've ever been and could ever be. Don't know what to do. Really don't know how to keep going anymore

**helen**

Hey,

Just read back over your last few threads, it sounds like you're feeling really let down at the moment and are struggling with changes in circumstances due to your mental health - work not being as it should be and living back at home.

You mentioned before that your Mum had called your CMHT because she was worried about you - have you told her how let down you're feeling by them and that you feel rejected because of the lack of calls back you've had? If your mum is clear on what's going, it might help to have her backing to get things followed up? Or even maybe a different kind of support?

Bananamonkey mentioned about coming to support chat - did you go along on Sunday? You're always welcome and there's a session tonight at 8pm

Former Member

Hi Helen sorry for another ranty thread just have no one to talk to and so fed up. Thanks for your reply. I don't really want my mum to be involved she isn't very understanding and i'm not comfortable with her being involved.

Oh yeah I would like to but i'm in such a bad way atm I'd be useless in chat and I don't want to bring anyone else down

Former Member

You have a friend in all of us here on TheSite

Former Member

Aw thank you FishyFrags

**helen**

No need to feel sorry about posting another thread - I was just trying to join the dots

have you checked out the routine thread? Just wondering if there's small things you're able to put in place to help look after yourself?

Former Member

Thanks Helen I'll have a look thank you it's just particularly difficult when I can't study and looks like can't work anymore my concentration is rubbish so about the only thing I can do with myself is watch tv

Former Member

*BrokenGirl* wrote: »

Aw thank you FishyFrags

Any time! *hug*:wave: