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I Think I Could Be Suffering From Depression, But It Uncertain Because Of What's Happening At The Moment. My Mum Is Going To Court On Trial And They May Want Me As A Witness. She Keeps Pestering Me To Go See Her, And I Really Do Wanna See Her But I Don't If That Makes Sense?
I Struggle To Stay Sleep At Night, And Within Roughly 3-4 Hours Of Being Awake, I Start To Feel Reallllly Tired Again. My Appetite Has Changed And Im Going Up To 18 To 19 Hours Without Eating, I Dont Realise It Till Someone Points Out I've Not Eaten In A While, And Even After 18 To 19 Hours I Still Not Hungary.
I Still Get Huge Urges To Cut Myself On A Daily Basis For No Real Reason. I Sometimes Cry For No Real Reason.
I Feel Guilty For Aborting My Child In January, I Would Of Been 8 Months This Month, And Although I Know I Did The Right Thing For The Baby (Stable Relelationship, Home, Finanically etc) I Still Feel Guilty And Struggling To Forgive Myself.
I Looked On The NHS Website, Causes Of Depression - My Mum Has Depression Which Apparently Could Affect Me, Also The Loss Of Family And Friends Can Trigger It, Along With Trumatic Events Like Abortion. So It Does Equal Up.
Also My Boyfriend Has Noticed That I Have Changed Alot, Im Not Has Hyper And Bouncy And Cheerful Anymore And When He Points It Out I Dont Notice Any Change.
But Do I Sort It Now Or Wait It Out Till Everything Is Calmed Down ?
Sorry For Babbling. But I Dont Know What To Do.
Advice Or Pm Me? x
Kelly xxx
I Think I Could Be Suffering From Depression, But It Uncertain Because Of What's Happening At The Moment. My Mum Is Going To Court On Trial And They May Want Me As A Witness. She Keeps Pestering Me To Go See Her, And I Really Do Wanna See Her But I Don't If That Makes Sense?
I Struggle To Stay Sleep At Night, And Within Roughly 3-4 Hours Of Being Awake, I Start To Feel Reallllly Tired Again. My Appetite Has Changed And Im Going Up To 18 To 19 Hours Without Eating, I Dont Realise It Till Someone Points Out I've Not Eaten In A While, And Even After 18 To 19 Hours I Still Not Hungary.
I Still Get Huge Urges To Cut Myself On A Daily Basis For No Real Reason. I Sometimes Cry For No Real Reason.
I Feel Guilty For Aborting My Child In January, I Would Of Been 8 Months This Month, And Although I Know I Did The Right Thing For The Baby (Stable Relelationship, Home, Finanically etc) I Still Feel Guilty And Struggling To Forgive Myself.
I Looked On The NHS Website, Causes Of Depression - My Mum Has Depression Which Apparently Could Affect Me, Also The Loss Of Family And Friends Can Trigger It, Along With Trumatic Events Like Abortion. So It Does Equal Up.
Also My Boyfriend Has Noticed That I Have Changed Alot, Im Not Has Hyper And Bouncy And Cheerful Anymore And When He Points It Out I Dont Notice Any Change.
But Do I Sort It Now Or Wait It Out Till Everything Is Calmed Down ?
Sorry For Babbling. But I Dont Know What To Do.
Advice Or Pm Me? x
Kelly xxx
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Take care.
xx sam
You have identified some of the symptoms of depression - well done for seeing your GP, that's a really hard thing to do
Let us know how thing go for you