Silent Tears by me

Former Member

Having Strong urges just to cut my vein,
but its easier to hide behind the mask as no-one,
can see my real pain

Inside im breaking just wanna end it all
behind my smile, is a aching heart
Behind my laugh is me falling apart,
if you really take your time and look at me,
you'll finally realise the girl you see isnt the real me,

All my happy days are now gone,
All the cloudy, cold and depressing days are now on,
I dig the blade across my skin,
Blood rushes down my arm,
Ive defently become a depressing, sad girl,
people would just prefer to forget,
and wishes that we never had met,

Inside im breaking just wanna end it all
behind my smile, is a aching heart
Behind my laugh is me falling apart,
if you really take your time and look at me,
you'll finally realise the girl you see isnt the real me
Everyday im constantly being reminded im simply not good enough,
If i told you i wasn't okay,
Would you stay or would you go away,
Feel so trapped in my own mind,
flash backs come back to haunt me,
maybe suicide is the way out,
I Just want to be me, just want to be free


Slitting my wrists,
Then i cry and realise i cant do this alone
Take my life, take my pain
Pretending that i am fine,
But no notices they are just lies,
no-one notices the pain in my eyes

Inside im breaking just wanna end it all
behind my smile, is a aching heart
Behind my laugh is me falling apart,
if you really take your time and look at me,
you'll finally realise the girl you see isnt the real me.

Harming myself even more,
Feeling that no-one really cares,
Really think im at breaking point,
Only so much more i can take
At the moment i just feel like im going to break.

Inside im breaking just wanna end it all
behind my smile, is a aching heart
Behind my laugh is me falling apart,
if you really take your time and look at me,
you'll finally realise the girl you see isnt the real me.

The day i chose not to eat was the day my life stopped,
Lost control of everything,
I'm feeling so depressed right now,
I just want to curl up and die,
No-one seems to really listen,
No-one seems to really care,
more and more scars each day,
all i can do is sit here and pray,
pray that one day ill soon pass away

Inside im breaking just wanna end it all
behind my smile, is a aching heart
Behind my laugh is me falling apart,
if you really take your time and look at me,
you'll finally realise the girl you see isnt the real me.

Former Member

A cool poem I really like it I can really relate to how your feeling