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Freaked out
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Sorry I didn't know where to put this, or how to explain it.
But I really freaked out last night, like really. I was texting this guy, and we were having a bit of fun you know? And then I really flipped. I don't know what happened... but I suddenly felt really dirty. I had to go and make my self sick, and I cut myself really deeply, and I started scrubbing myself with a flannel thing and soap...
I didn't want to, I didn't mean to. But I suddenly came over feeling like I had to...
I don't know what to think really, or what to do...
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But I really freaked out last night, like really. I was texting this guy, and we were having a bit of fun you know? And then I really flipped. I don't know what happened... but I suddenly felt really dirty. I had to go and make my self sick, and I cut myself really deeply, and I started scrubbing myself with a flannel thing and soap...
I didn't want to, I didn't mean to. But I suddenly came over feeling like I had to...
I don't know what to think really, or what to do...
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Perhaps the text flirting was fun to start with and then you started questioning it, worrying whether he was using you?
We were sending pictures etc, and I know that sounds really sluty, but normally it doesn't bother me. Especially not with him, I like him.
He still thinks it's his fault, but it really isn't. I don't know what to say to him.
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Hey B-A, I hope you're OK, sounds like a really upsetting experience. Is this guy a similar age to you?
i really dont think what you did makes you slutty but if it makes you feel uncomfortable then just give it a miss. it's perfectly okay to try things out and decide it isnt for you. i hope this isnt too much information but once i had a one night stand just to test myself and do something completely out of character. i felt disgusted with myself afterwards and still feel a bit ashamed of it but it doesnt make me a bad person. i hope you feel better soon ba.
The guy is a bit older than me, and I don't normally mind, but I did just really have a weird moment and freak out.
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don't panic about you being on a child porn site they are the hardest porn site you could ever find because they are blocked by internet service providers
I'm sorry, but personally yeah it is easier to just do what someone says. If it means I'm not going to get injured or blackmailed, then yeah of course I'll take the easy way out.
That's just how it goes.
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