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bad day *triggering*

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
in Health & Wellbeing
I'm having a bad day so I thought I'd rant here. Been drinking wine and self-harming. I've cut my legs and put a couple of razors in my cunt again. My boyfriend really hates it when I self harm especially when I mutilate my genitals, not just because he wants to fuck me you understand but because he doesn't want me to hurt myself. I can'[t cope anymore. I'm fed up of this. I'm, so bored. I'm traitor and a back stabber now amd I desrerve it all. I really am just a fucking whore and I need a good raping. abuse is not enough it just goes aroud my head.

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    :(:(:(

    huuuuge hugs to you.

    You dont deserve any of those things
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    thank you. I'm just having a bad day :(

    It'll be okay in the morning.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    how are you feeling today RG?
    did you sleep alright?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'm sorry this happens
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Really sorry to hear how you were feeling last night RG, hope you're feeling better this morning and have access to support if you need it.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    RG the way you have fought everything inspires me.

    i so hope that you feel better soon x x x
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    heya,
    you don't deserve any of this. Hope that you are feeling better today
    xx
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks guys for the support. I was in a bit of a state last night when I posted that and I'm feeling a bit better today. I've spoken to my therapist and have been able to access support at the unit I attend. I've removed the razor blades too today from inside me which is progress.

    :)
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    gosh
    i really feel for you

    to read that you do this to your vagina is a shock i never thort
    that stuff happens

    hope you feel better and keep your chin up

    take care sweetie
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Hi Randomgirl,

    Nice one for getting some support today and speaking to the right people, great to know you are able to access them when you need to. Don't forget we're always here too.:thumb:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Heya random girl,
    thats great that uve got support - gota b proud of urself as i am aware of how difficult it is to do so. Let me know how you get on :)
    xx
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    kiss kiss
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