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Feel a bit rough
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Watching her drive away tonight after picking up the money I owed her for the last time was pretty horrible.
It was really weird not giving her a hug and then sitting on the sofa chatting and cuddling together.:no:
I felt like I wanted to hug her and not let her go and be together again but I know that honestly we want different things and Id just end up hurting her.I keep thinking in my mind how distant I seemed to be from her and a bit short with her and keep thinking maybe if Id been less in my head thinking and put more effort on her we`d be happily sitting here but....
Its my first real break-up and I feel pretty alone honestly.I keep seeing things that remind me of her and remembering the fun times and stuff we did together.
Sorry,just wanted a rant.
It was really weird not giving her a hug and then sitting on the sofa chatting and cuddling together.:no:
I felt like I wanted to hug her and not let her go and be together again but I know that honestly we want different things and Id just end up hurting her.I keep thinking in my mind how distant I seemed to be from her and a bit short with her and keep thinking maybe if Id been less in my head thinking and put more effort on her we`d be happily sitting here but....
Its my first real break-up and I feel pretty alone honestly.I keep seeing things that remind me of her and remembering the fun times and stuff we did together.
Sorry,just wanted a rant.
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if it makes you feel any better, i feel your pain.