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I dont know what to type. I've been blocking it out for so long. And now nothing comes to me, I don't feel anything.
like a month ago now i had an abortion. never really felt it was right then but i made myself do it. and now. I dont know. I act like everythings alright, like im fine, like im getting over it, moving on. But im not. I dont cry anymore but i dont feel anything any more.
At the start I felt so sad, so depressed, almost suicidal by what I had done. In my eyes I saw it as me choosing, making an informed choice to end my own baby's life. what kind of a person does that. now though, im numb. numb to how i feel, i dont cry though i still feel very down by life and it in general.
Ive met someone new and weve been making a go at it for a couple of weeks now, got intimate and now I feel bad. Wrong. Like ive decieved someone. fuck knows.
Im sory for wasting al yours time.
like a month ago now i had an abortion. never really felt it was right then but i made myself do it. and now. I dont know. I act like everythings alright, like im fine, like im getting over it, moving on. But im not. I dont cry anymore but i dont feel anything any more.
At the start I felt so sad, so depressed, almost suicidal by what I had done. In my eyes I saw it as me choosing, making an informed choice to end my own baby's life. what kind of a person does that. now though, im numb. numb to how i feel, i dont cry though i still feel very down by life and it in general.
Ive met someone new and weve been making a go at it for a couple of weeks now, got intimate and now I feel bad. Wrong. Like ive decieved someone. fuck knows.
Im sory for wasting al yours time.
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The Samaritans have a round-the-clock ear for anyone who needs to talk. Their number is 0845 766 0163.
You're not wasting anyone's time, people will always try to listen and be supportive. I have used the Samaritans in the past - they're a wonderful resource but they won't offer anything more than a listening ear. You may wish to seek professional counselling, an organisation like Marie Stopes, http://www.mariestopes.org.uk/, should be able to help.