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MAybe its time to let people - even strangers in

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
I apologise in advance as i am drunk, but tonight i made a bet with a friend, that i both won and lost, the result was my friend told me, the only problem i have is that i dont let any body in. So, here i will let a whole group of complete strangers see whats going on inside my head. Again, i am drunk so i apologise for the inevitable spelling mistakes in this:

A question to God, by Cassandra Lennon

When everything you know as true
Turns around and attacks you
You cannot run, or fear or hide,
Step by step, you must take it into stride

When everything that keeps you on the ground
Goes and upside flips right down
The only way to persevere
Is to put it down to one bad year

I do not think that this is life,
This time I spend so full of strife
Questioning every single last word
Then wondering if any are heard

I do not think that this is living
Constantly wondering if I do enough giving
I never seem to stop and debate
In my life do I love or do I hate

Do I care when people cry?/
Do I care when people die ?
Do I remember when people forget?
Or is my response just preset ?

I make the motions
I know the moves
I tell the lies,
But do I know the truths?

I speak of love and loss and doubt
But is that something to just shout about?
I speak the words, I know the rhymes
But god I ask you, when the hell is it my time?

When is it my turn to walk in the sun,
Or has it already been and gone?
When I it my turn to feel pure love
Or is that just something that the lonely dream of?

And one last question god,
Before I say good night
What is the point ?
With that I turn out the light

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