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hey its been ages since i done proper drugs hehe. i used to do loads and loads..
but now days i do definately feel the after effects of them. sometimes when im walking say in town it feels like people are looking at me and laughing or people are staring at me and so on..
I have no idea what to do because i find it hard to go out sometimes and it destroys me.!
In my prime we was doing a good 10 - 15 pills on a friday - sat.
then we was adding ketamine and that crack a few times. coke quite a lot but that was another stage. ANd most recently i tried heroin that was a few days b4 my 20th birthday . i never done it again because i can see how adictive that shit could be even just smoking it!
anyway what should i do with my paranoia state.
I turned to drink a hell of a lot recently which isnt good because i can feel my self geting pulled in big time.
and the effects are not as strong now. IE at xmas i drank a whole litre bottle of BLUE smirnoff vodka which is 50% ! and i was drunk dont get me wrong BUT i wasnt as drunk as i should be!
but now days i do definately feel the after effects of them. sometimes when im walking say in town it feels like people are looking at me and laughing or people are staring at me and so on..
I have no idea what to do because i find it hard to go out sometimes and it destroys me.!
In my prime we was doing a good 10 - 15 pills on a friday - sat.
then we was adding ketamine and that crack a few times. coke quite a lot but that was another stage. ANd most recently i tried heroin that was a few days b4 my 20th birthday . i never done it again because i can see how adictive that shit could be even just smoking it!
anyway what should i do with my paranoia state.
I turned to drink a hell of a lot recently which isnt good because i can feel my self geting pulled in big time.
and the effects are not as strong now. IE at xmas i drank a whole litre bottle of BLUE smirnoff vodka which is 50% ! and i was drunk dont get me wrong BUT i wasnt as drunk as i should be!
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i couldnt give up alcohol totaly . about 3 weeks ago i stoped drinking so much but i got back into it
how obvious is it that you are talking bollocks - 10 - 15 pills a night and sometimes you drink a bottle of smirnoff blue, you twat
do u think this impresses people?.. haha, im laughing at you, ive met so many people like you that claim to do all this and all that and then get knocked out and freak after a couple of lugs on a spliff
this is from a lad who claims on other boards that you havent lost your virginity yet.
nice one
but i know what u mean about people lying about what they can drink IE ppl that think they can drink 18 pints of beer. but i drank a litre bottle of blue vodka which came from germany made by smirnoff brought for £9. now i spose there is no other way i can prove myself so. thats it lol.
in fact one night i did take about 9 or 10 E's they were smiley faces ones less is more by the way. IE first one is strongest then after that it seems to just top you up. you must know jack. why would i lie on a board? i have no idea? there is no reason none of u know me. im not big i dont care.
well accept the replies then...stay of the Booze..OR keep on drinking and STFU
If your having more bad points than good from your drug use then you need to STOP. It may well be hard but it will only get harder the further you push it, booze is quite addictive.
Go and talk to your doctor about it, he might take pitty on you and give you a script for a benzo in the short term to take the shakes away. If not he will be able to give you contact details for people who'd be able to help you.
Make sure you tell him everything, there is no way he will tell the police and its better if he knows it all.
Good luck.
I think the most painful thing ever to snort is ketamine lol it made my nose bleed and my eyes water and im not going to lie i do miss it but not so much. i can stop drugs but probally not alcohol.
Thinking about it when we has some SO called MDMA powder that hurt too but really i think we were dubbed into a crushed up pill. who knows i got a nice loved up feeling from it but not a rush like speed as i been told u get who knows any ideas?
From experience doing 10 pills is no differnt than six. I used to regulary do over 10 pills a night, but you're right, after so many the effectt the others have is minimal.
If there are other drugs in the pills however, you will continue to get nore and more fucked.