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14/07/25 - already a shitty day

RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,732 The Mix Elder
in Health & Wellbeing
Sooooo I woke up at 5:50am to Barney with an icky tummy so he had to have a bath and I had to clean and stuff and then I showered at 6:30 by time I finished cleaning

Then I had doctors at 8:30 and can I just say I wish I never went “just stop self harming” and “I’ve been doing this job 20+ years I know what it’s like” now they put on the notes that I’m not responding to treatment like ffs

I have my psychologist at 9:45 which just dreading after this mornings not to mention I’m so fucking dizzy today and my body is tingling :/ I feel so out of it :(

So it’s 9:30 and I want this day to be over 😭
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

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  • Invisible_meInvisible_me Posts: 462 Listening Ear
    Thar sounds awfully hard, Turing say already I'm not surprised you want it to be over!
    The docs- was it the dr that said "just stop self harm " "ive bern doing this job for 21+ yrs". You night be doing job 21yea doesn't mean your best at responding to stufff clearky not it thats responve to self harm.

    I thought you saw a nice doc once? Can you see thrm again?

    Explain to psychologist hoe your feelings dizzy and the day you've had including wgat happened at appt. Hope it goes welk.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,732 The Mix Elder
    Hey @Invisible_me sadly this was meant to be the nice doctor 🥲
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • Invisible_meInvisible_me Posts: 462 Listening Ear
    Awww that's a shame! It's hurtful when the people we think we can finally trust hurt us like that...
    How did your psychologist appt go.
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