14/07/25 - already a shitty day

River

Sooooo I woke up at 5:50am to Barney with an icky tummy so he had to have a bath and I had to clean and stuff and then I showered at 6:30 by time I finished cleaning

Then I had doctors at 8:30 and can I just say I wish I never went “just stop self harming” and “I’ve been doing this job 20+ years I know what it’s like” now they put on the notes that I’m not responding to treatment like ffs

I have my psychologist at 9:45 which just dreading after this mornings not to mention I’m so fucking dizzy today and my body is tingling I feel so out of it

So it’s 9:30 and I want this day to be over 😭

Invisible_me

Thar sounds awfully hard, Turing say already I'm not surprised you want it to be over!
The docs- was it the dr that said "just stop self harm " "ive bern doing this job for 21+ yrs". You night be doing job 21yea doesn't mean your best at responding to stufff clearky not it thats responve to self harm.

I thought you saw a nice doc once? Can you see thrm again?

Explain to psychologist hoe your feelings dizzy and the day you've had including wgat happened at appt. Hope it goes welk.

River

Hey @Invisible_me sadly this was meant to be the nice doctor 🥲

Invisible_me

Awww that's a shame! It's hurtful when the people we think we can finally trust hurt us like that...
How did your psychologist appt go.