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People miss things, there are signs that don't get spotted all the time. Heck, when my uncle took me out and ended up selling me at age 4, he was 2 months out the nut house and had more red flags than the red army had in WW2, off his meds and shaking for a drink. And that was missed by my mum and my gran. People miss things, which is why having people like Anna to double check stuff sounds like a good idea in future for you. I'm glad you've been able to get things off your chest to her, and I'm glad you've got support from her and authorities are sorting things.
But you are not a filthy disgusting freak, you are the same kind hearted person you've always been River.
@DonnerKebab sounds good, Im not that into many games, I just play GTA the odd time.
I'd say just let it go after its done with. Sorry for the late reply bro, you ok today?
@Redemption i get the point, and i contemplated leaving it, letting the investigation just happen, and then moving on, because i genuinely hate conflict, but then there's a huge part of me that is enraged by what's happened, the insulting nature of it, the attempt on my future and reputation, and the desire to stop this from happening to others and disgust at other conduct. I'm speaking to an MP, I'm speaking to free speech union, i'm just waiting to withdraw money from my cash ISA i was saving for my masters (i can save up again) for legal representation now, and plan to legally have this one out. it's about others down the line too as well as me and getting a public apology. So, I'm gonna take it down every single path I legally can, down every lawful avenue and I'm mixed currently on a public name and shame of the situation.
Hey @eylah how's you?
@DonnerKebab I understand, I hate conflict too but you have to stand your ground and clear your name, not let anything damage your name or your future etc.
It sounds like things might be especially hard right now emotionally - I'm hearing quite a lot of self-blame and criticism in what you're writing, and that can feel heavy. We're here without judgement. And you're doing so well to share this.
What might feel like kindness today? What kind of activities or actions might help you feel cared for? It's also okay not to have the answers. One day at a time.
Popping some resources here too if you'd like some further space to talk things through:
SHOUT 24/7 Text service - https://giveusashout.org/
So don’t watch bojack unless you want hard hitting thoughts 🥲
@River I know how hard things are for you right now, and i wish i had the words to make things better, but you aren't broken and unfixable river. You're still the same kind hearted person you've always been, despite all the hell you've endured. That isn't brokenness. That's strength.
Feeling trauma's effects does have a way of making us broken, it's true, and it does have a way of changing us, but the fact is, your still the same kind hearted person you've always been, and for what it's worth, I ain't going anywhere friend.
Being exhausted and unhappy for so long and being pushed to breaking point is entirely understandable, and i might not have the right words to make things better, but i want you to know that we aren't going anywhere, and that your still an amazing person who didn't deserve any of this.
@eylah hey, how are you my favourite twat
@eylah not in spirit you ain't, cause you got me, even if only on here
appreciate you
Hey Eylah, how r you?
Im not too bad thanks. We are here for, you aren't alone keep reaching out, you're so strong Eylah, Im sorry I wasn't much support on chat today to you but hope you found it helpful ❤️
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