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toffuna101
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this is from a song that halsey made:
And all the people say
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People talk about me negatively, even if I do not know them. This was part of my psychosis.
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"You can't wake up, this is not a dream
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I cannot get out of this nightmare.
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You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
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People thought back then that I wasn't human and they thought that I acted like a thing.
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With your face all made up, living on a screen
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I thought that I was being broadcasted on the news.
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Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline"
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I thought negatively about myself so it's like I ran on fuel.
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I think there's a flaw in my code
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There's something wrong with how I act.
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Oh, oh, oh, oh
These voices won't leave me alone
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Gertrude is my voice and she made me act that way.
Well my heart is gold, and my hands are cold
My intentions were good but I physically weren't able to give anymore.
And all the people say
---
People talk about me negatively, even if I do not know them. This was part of my psychosis.
---
"You can't wake up, this is not a dream
---
I cannot get out of this nightmare.
---
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
---
People thought back then that I wasn't human and they thought that I acted like a thing.
---
With your face all made up, living on a screen
---
I thought that I was being broadcasted on the news.
---
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline"
---
I thought negatively about myself so it's like I ran on fuel.
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I think there's a flaw in my code
---
There's something wrong with how I act.
---
Oh, oh, oh, oh
These voices won't leave me alone
---
Gertrude is my voice and she made me act that way.
Well my heart is gold, and my hands are cold
My intentions were good but I physically weren't able to give anymore.
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I wonder if you'd feel able to share more about what you mean when you say "My intentions were good but I physically weren't able to give anymore"?
Please find support for voice hearing here:
https://assisttraumacare.org.uk/
https://www.intervoiceonline.org/#content
yeah, gertrude came back. um i guess when i say my intentions were good but i wasnt able to give anymore is like i dont have the energy to be good anymore.