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Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? (Triggering stuff edition)

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  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,801 The Mix Elder
    Thank you @DonnerKebab

    I’ve been trying to sleep but my spine is hurting so bad I can’t
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,716 Extreme Poster
    Rose113 wrote: »
    Why the fuck have the doctors put pictures of my self harm on my fucking records fuck 😭

    They shouldn't have. They just put a small text note on my record for it. But then again, they never even told me my blood test results. had to go on my online medical records and google what they meant so maybe it was because they were a bit lazy lol. It's also how i found out I am at risk of violence in the home 12 years later still apparently, since nobody decided to amend my records.

    Maybe it's something they can take off for you and just leave as a text note if you ask them. They might be open to doing that if they think it might cause you distress.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    ii want to scream
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,716 Extreme Poster
    @eylah I'm here for you to vent to. What's on your mind?
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    i had a rly bad nightmare well i had a couple and i am so tired now. :( they’re getting frequent again.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    i had a rly bad nightmare well i had a couple and i am so tired now. :( they’re getting frequent again.

    you had two nightmares? i hope youre ok.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    i had a rly bad nightmare well i had a couple and i am so tired now. :( they’re getting frequent again.

    you had two nightmares? i hope youre ok.

    unfortunately yes. i used to get them every day but then they stopped but now they’re back. :( my old psychiatrist said something abt why that is but idk what he said bc i cant remember 😅
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    i had a rly bad nightmare well i had a couple and i am so tired now. :( they’re getting frequent again.

    you had two nightmares? i hope youre ok.

    unfortunately yes. i used to get them every day but then they stopped but now they’re back. :( my old psychiatrist said something abt why that is but idk what he said bc i cant remember 😅

    do you know why theyre back? can you come up with a theory?
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    i had a rly bad nightmare well i had a couple and i am so tired now. :( they’re getting frequent again.

    you had two nightmares? i hope youre ok.

    unfortunately yes. i used to get them every day but then they stopped but now they’re back. :( my old psychiatrist said something abt why that is but idk what he said bc i cant remember 😅

    do you know why theyre back? can you come up with a theory?

    unfortunately if i knew why they’re back i dont think id be how i am rn 😅 im scared to fall asleep now tonight bc it rly made me panic.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    i had a rly bad nightmare well i had a couple and i am so tired now. :( they’re getting frequent again.

    you had two nightmares? i hope youre ok.

    unfortunately yes. i used to get them every day but then they stopped but now they’re back. :( my old psychiatrist said something abt why that is but idk what he said bc i cant remember 😅

    do you know why theyre back? can you come up with a theory?

    unfortunately if i knew why they’re back i dont think id be how i am rn 😅 im scared to fall asleep now tonight bc it rly made me panic.

    thats understandable. i hope that you dont get a nightmare when you do decide to fall asleep. fingers crossed
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    im probably not gonna fall asleep bc of this.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    im probably not gonna fall asleep bc of this.

    what will you do instead?
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    im probably not gonna fall asleep bc of this.

    what will you do instead?

    probably stay awake all night bc im just frightened.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    im probably not gonna fall asleep bc of this.

    what will you do instead?

    probably stay awake all night bc im just frightened.

    ok, make sure to take care of yourself.
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    without sleeping
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    i just need my mum back :heartbreak:
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    i just need my mum back :heartbreak:

    im here if you need to let it all out.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    need to go out but i am so tired idk if i physically can. im so fed up of this world.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    i just need my mum back :heartbreak:

    im here if you need to let it all out.

    thankyou so much - i could just do with a hug rn but noone irl to hug 😅
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    i just need my mum back :heartbreak:

    im here if you need to let it all out.

    thankyou so much - i could just do with a hug rn but noone irl to hug 😅

    i can send you a virtual hug *hugs*
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    i just need my mum back :heartbreak:

    im here if you need to let it all out.

    thankyou so much - i could just do with a hug rn but noone irl to hug 😅

    i can send you a virtual hug *hugs*

    * hugs*
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,801 The Mix Elder
    I’ve really done my back in 😕
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    Rose113 wrote: »
    I’ve really done my back in 😕

    what happened if you dont mind me asking?
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,801 The Mix Elder
    TW// injury
    Awhile ago I was at the park with a friend when it was raining and all muddy and I walked down a grass banking and slipped smacking my head and spine on tree routes so I ended up going to hospital for my head and I was told I had a concussion and then a few days later I was unable to sit down so I had to go to the doctors for my spine who sent me to the hospital and after scans and tests etc I was told I had radiculopathy in my spine and that it would heal but I’m more prone to flare ups.

    On Friday I went to aerial and one of the moves I did my feet was slipping and so I had to balance on my neck on the hoop and now the flare up is happening 🥲
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 3,136 Boards Guru
    Rose113 wrote: »
    TW// injury
    Awhile ago I was at the park with a friend when it was raining and all muddy and I walked down a grass banking and slipped smacking my head and spine on tree routes so I ended up going to hospital for my head and I was told I had a concussion and then a few days later I was unable to sit down so I had to go to the doctors for my spine who sent me to the hospital and after scans and tests etc I was told I had radiculopathy in my spine and that it would heal but I’m more prone to flare ups.

    On Friday I went to aerial and one of the moves I did my feet was slipping and so I had to balance on my neck on the hoop and now the flare up is happening 🥲

    i see. injuries can be detrimental to the things that you wanna do. sending hugs (if youre comfortable with them)
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    anyone abt? <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,716 Extreme Poster
    @eylah I am. Sorry i had to pop off earlier. My brother had a meltdown so i've had to watch him since. He's calmed down a lot now so my mums taken over and give me a break. Here to chat now. how are you?
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    bless you and your brother sending gentle hugs to you both virtually, you’re a star to your brother <3

    im just feeling down i had a panic attack bc i was being followed by a guy before i got to tesco and it just has scared me to go out ever again. :( struggling with shitty thoughts to but i don’t want to trauma dump everything onto you bc i feel bad <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,716 Extreme Poster
    @eylah That must have been quite terrifying for you. being followed is a scary thing. It's normal to be scared of it happening again. And don't worry about trauma dumping. That's what i'm here for and created this space for. You deserve to be able to vent everything.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,648 Legendary Poster
    it rly was terrifying it reminded me of stuff that happened in the past and its just scared me. im trying my best to not let it get to me but im rly agitated. :(
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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