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Struggling with my mood

Creativeboy23Creativeboy23 Posts: 330 The Mix Regular
edited March 14 in Health & Wellbeing

Hello all.

I have been struggling with my mood. I have tried body scan mindfulness to bring my attention to the present but my mood has got worse, bringing up negative scenarios and other experiences. They have made me feel very low and overwhelmed. I have worked hard to help myself and am doing the best I can to get through my experience. I recognise that I did well to try mindfulness and challenge my thoughts and acknowledge my effort which can be challenging when we are going through challenging times.

I have been having thoughts that I was sharing experiences with helpline workers and they were correcting me, making me have to justify myself. Their correction came across being critical. I know that the thoughts are untrue. I have had negative experiences with helplines but they have not happened how my thoughts portrayed them. I have felt invalidated when having some past interactions. The thoughts made me see myself in a negative light, leading to feeling judged and isolated.

I anticipated a scenario where my uncle told me the experiences I will encounter as a sensitive person because he has had similar discussions. I got offended and left the restaurant and took a bus home. I was thinking that my uncle would be justifying his words to the family. I know this thought is not accurate either. He is not present so he would not be able to have a discussion with me. I know that it is okay to struggle with my mental health and that being sensitive is a strength because it makes me process situations which have upset me more deeply, leading to greater self awareness of experiences. I recognise that my feelings are valid regardless of how frequently I feel them. However, it is reasonable to worry about how others would be perceiving my sensitivity if they were present when others have focussed on it being problematic. It has made me think I am doing something wrong by being upset, which I know is not true as I have mentioned earlier.

I have been hesitant about who to share my feelings with because I have shared situations with helplines and have often felt worse than I felt before calling them. I know that having some negative experiences does not define all volunteers. I have felt heard a couple of times as well when I have contacted helplines. I know that it is important to call an organisation if I need immediate support but it is natural to worry about continuously having negative experiences with helplines as the events have made feel unsupported.


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  • Orchid059Orchid059 Discussion Boards Moderator Posts: 390 Listening Ear
    I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling this way. It sounds like you're going through a tough time, and I want to recognize the effort you're putting in to understand and challenge your thoughts, even when they feel overwhelming. You're clearly reflecting deeply on your experiences, which takes a lot of strength, and that effort is important, even if it doesn’t always feel like it’s leading to the desired results.

    It’s understandable that when you’ve had negative experiences in the past—especially with helplines, which are meant to offer support—you might feel hesitant or doubtful about reaching out again. The feeling of being invalidated or criticized in those situations can make it harder to trust others in moments of vulnerability. But your recognition that not all helpline workers are the same, and that some have made you feel heard, is really important. It’s okay to be wary, but also remember that there are people and resources out there that want to support you, even if it's not always the case every time.

    When it comes to your uncle, it's clear that you're processing a lot of emotions about his comments and your sensitivity. It's natural to feel hurt or misunderstood, especially when people we care about don't seem to acknowledge the way we feel. It’s completely okay to struggle with your mental health and to feel unsure about who to talk to. You’re doing the best you can, and sometimes that means taking things one step at a time. It might help to find a trusted friend or family member you feel comfortable opening up to about your feelings, even if it’s just small parts of what you’re experiencing. You don't have to share everything all at once, and you certainly don't need to justify your feelings to anyone. Your feelings are valid, and it's okay to need space or support to process them.

    Please remember that healing is not linear, and you're allowed to have tough moments. But each time you acknowledge what you're feeling and make an effort to understand it, you're making progress. It’s normal to feel isolated or misunderstood at times, but I hope you can find ways to be kind to yourself through this. You're not alone, even though it might feel that way right now.
  • Creativeboy23Creativeboy23 Posts: 330 The Mix Regular
    edited March 17



    Hello @Orchid059,

    I have done a great job applying logic to my feelings despite feeling overwhelmed. It shows that I am being proactive in taking care of my mental well-being, but yes I agree that I do not need to justify my feelings. They deserve space without logical defences. I can process my feelings logically while acknowledging them through journalling but focus solely on my feelings when expressing them and seeking to be heard and validated, trying to communicate the boundary as much as I can. I have been starting to communicate my needs when posting threads, even though some have not listened to my needs and offered solutions. This has led to defaulting to justifying my feelings which is reasonable because I anticipate receiving solutions.

    I know. That is what mental health support is out there for.

    Thank you for your advice and support.


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